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]rutc na Jbv`
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\``h 7? | ]rutc na Jbv` 907
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mba„t uam`rstgam ybu. \cy wba„t ybu eust jnst`a tb f`2‖ ybu gsh ybur fgt`. ‚Mb ybu c`gr wcgt ybu„r` sgynal2‖ ybur spbus` r`spbams. ‚N„f eust trynal tb t`jj ybu tcgt N mba„t uam`rstgam ybu. N ybu wbujm eust jnst`a tb f` w` wbujma„t i` cgvnal g prbij`f.‖ ‚Mb ybu c`gr wcgt ybu„r` sgynal2‖ ‚N„f t`jjnal ybu tcgt N kga„t kga„t uam`rstgam ybu i`kgus` ybu wba„t wba„t jnst`a tb f`.‖
‚[b ybu„r` sgynal ybu sgynal ybu kga„t kga„t uam`rstgam i`kgus` N wba„t wba„t jnst`a2 N tcbulct ybu cgm tb rst jnst`a n ybu wgat tb uam`rstgam sbf`ba`.‖ ^bu pgus` gs tc` wbrms snah na. Kbffuankgtnba na fgrrngl` kga i` jj`m wntc fnsuam`rstgamnals gam gssufptnbas, gam fukc b tcns ns i`kgus` w` mba„t jnst`a tb ba` gabtc`r. Igm kbffuankgtnba gjsb j`gms tb btc`r prbij`fs na fgrrngl`. \c`a w` mba„t mba„t trujy c`gr bur spbus`, w` wba„t uam`rstgam tc`f, gam w` wba„t i` gij` tb put burs`jv`s na tc`nr pbsntnba wc`a w` a``m tb (r`f`fi`r `fpgtcy2). `fpgtcy2). ]ns w``h w` wnjj wnj j bkus ba cbw tb jnst`a gam cbw tb kbffuankgt` trutcujjy gam jbvnaljy wntc bur fgt`. Cbp`ujjy w`„jj j`gra tb am a`w gr`gs b gppr`kngtnba gam lrbwtc gs w` fbv` tbwgrm c`gjnal gam tc` pbssninjnty b r`kbaknjngtnba. ^bu prbigijy mba„t wgat tb r`tura tb tc` fgrrngl` ybu bak` cgm. N cbp` ybu wgat sbf`tcnal gr i`tt`r. _grt _grt b tc` t c` purpbs` b tcns r`kbv`ry prbk`ss ns tb irnal c`gjnal, iut gjsb tb kbasnm`r tc` pbssninjnty b r`kbaknjngtnba gam g cgppn`r fgrrngl`. Dbr tcgt r`gsba, nt„s nt„s tnf` tb i`lna tb uapgkh btc`r tcnals tcgt cgv` bkkurr`m na tc` fgrrngl` gam wcgt nt tgh`s tb h``p ybur r`jgtnbascnp gjnv`. M`spnt` tc` gkt tcgt ybu gr` kurr`atjy bkus`m ba r`kbv`rnal rbf nam`jnty, nam`jnty, r`f`fi`r tcgt ybur fgrrngl` nsa„t eust gibut ga ggnr. Gmmntnbagj gsp`kts b ybur fgrrngl` gr` krntnkgj n ybu wgat tb cgv` ga `xtrgbrmnagry fgrrngl`. [b abw w` i`lna tb jbbh gt tc` t c` gss`ts gam m`knts i`ybam tc` ggnr. ggnr. Ab m`knt `v`r eustn`s ga ggnr, ggnr, iut tc`y k`rtgnajy `xnst.
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Lbgjs dbr \``h 7? \``h 7? ns gktugjjy tc` agj b wcgt w` kgjj tc` ‚mr`gm`m w``hs,‖ i`kgus` w` fust wbrh ba i`kbfnal `v`a fbr` gutc`atnk. Jgst w``h w` `xpjbr`m tc` nssu` b brlnv`a`ss gam abw w` wgat tb `xpjbr` tc` gktnbas na bur fgrrngl` br wcnkc w` a``m tb t gh` p`rsbagj r`spbasninjnty. ]ns w``h ns gibut mnskbv`rnal fbr` gibut bur r`jgtnbascnp wntc bur spbus`. \cgt w` mnskbv`r wnjj c`jp str`altc`a ybur fgrrngl` i `ybam c`gjnal rbf tc` i`trgygj. Murnal tcns w``h, ybu gam ybur spbus` wnjj5 •
Nm`atny prbij`f gr`gs na ybur fgrrngl` tcgt `xnst`m i`br` tc` i`trgygj gam cbw tcbs` gr`gs fgy cgv` kbatrniut`m tb tc` nam`jnty
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Mnskbv`r tc` nfpbrtgak` b tghnal r`spbasninjnty r`spbasninjnty br yburs`j wntcna tc` r`jgtnbascnp
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Nm`atny tc` pbsntnv` gsp`kts b ybur fgt`
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J`gra tb kbffuankgt` kbffuankgt` trutc tb ybur spbus`, na g jbvnal, r`sp`ktuj fgaa`r
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@xpjbr` tc` vgju` gam f`tcbms b ‚c`grt`jt‖ jnst`anal, gam cbw tcgt c`jps ybu kbffuankgt` trutc na jbv` tb ybur fgt`
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_rgktnk` cba`st gpprgnsgj b ybur fgrrngl` gam j`gra tb gppr`kngt` gppr`kngt` ybur fgt` glgna
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I`dbr` tc` naknm`at bd i`trgygj na ybur fgrrngl`, wcgt wbujm ybu cgv` nm`atn`m gs g prbij`f gr`g na ybur r`jgtnbascnp2
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\gs nt bivnbus br i`jbw tc` surdgk`2
\``h 7? | ]rutc na Jbv` 90;
7?.;
Nd g strgal`r w`r` tb mrbp iy ybur cbf` gam wnta`ss ybur fgrrngl`, fgrr ngl`, cbw mb ybu tcnah tc`y wbujm m`skrni` ybur r`jgtnbascnp2 \bujm tc`y m`skrni` nt gs jbvnal2 Dbrlnvnal2 M`struktnv`2 [`jsc2 [nj`at2
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\rnt` g stgt`f`at bd kbffntf`at tb tc` prbk`ss bd kbffuankgtnal trutcdujjy wntc ybur spbus` tcns w``h gam bd ybur wnjjnala`ss tb `xpjbr` pbt`atngj m`knts na ybur fgrrngl`.
Y`gm tc` a`xt s`ktnba gam gasw`r tc` qu`stnbas nakjum`m. Mnskuss tc`s` gsp`kts bd kbffuankgtnba wntc ybur fgt`.
Kbffuankgtnal ]rutc ]rutc na Jbv` \` gjj cgv` igm cgints, wgys w` r`jgt` tb `gkc btc`r tcgt gr` abt c`jpuj. Gam `v`a gd`r kbfpj`tnal tcns 7;-w``h kburs`, ybu a``m tb stgy bkus`m ba cbw w`jj ybu gr` jbvnal ybur fgt`. Gs w` sgy gt Ggnr Y`kbv`ry, ‚Fy fgt` ns a`v`r tc` prbij`f8 fy fgt` eust r`v`gjs tc` prbij`f na f`.‖ ]` fbr` gwgr` w` kga i` b ba` gabtc`r„s igllgl`, tc` lr`gt`r bur kbfpgssnba kbfpgssnba gam fbtnvgtnba wnjj i` tb fgh` gmeustf`ats tb cbw w` r`spbam tb `gkc btc`r. btc`r. ]ns prbk`ss r`qunr`s tghnal p`rsbagj r`spbasninjnty br bur i`cgvnbr. i`cgvnbr. Na brm`r tb tgh` tcns a`xt st`p, tc` r`st b tcns kcgpt`r ns ga `x`rkns` na kbffuankgtnal gam tghnal p`rsbagj r`spbasninjnty gs w` r`spbam tb ba` gabtc`r. \` kgjj tcns ‚sp`ghnal tc` trutc na jbv`.‖ [b na tcns s`ssnba, w`„jj j`gra cbw tb sp`gh tc` trutc ‚na jbv`‖ tb ba` gabtc`r. \cgt ybu„r` gibut tb mb ns fbr` tcga ga `x`rkns`8 nt kga jgy tc` lrbuamwbrh br i`tt`r kbffuankgtnba rbf tcns fbf`at brwgrm. \` wnjj jbbh gt g irbgm rgal` b wcgt„s r`gjjy gutc`atnk i`tw``a tc` twb b ybu na tcr`` gr`gs5 (7) wcgt ybu gppr`kngt`, (9) wc`r` ybu a``m tb tgh` r`spbasninjnty br curtnal ybur fgt`, gam (;) wc`r` ybu„v` i``a curt.
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Dbr g fgrrngl` tb r`fgna igjgak`m gam vngij`, nt ns nfpbrtgat br kbupj`s tb i` gij` tb sukk`ssujjy agvnlgt` tc`s` tcr`` gr`gs b kbffuankgtnba. Dgnjur` tb gmmr`ss tc`s` gsp`kts b ybur fgrrngl` wnjj r`sujt na g kbupj` mnskbaa`ktnal gam mrndnal gpgrt. Lbbm cgints na kbupj`-fgnat`agak` kbupj`-fgnat`agak` lb g jbal wgy na sustgnanal g c`gjtcy r`jgtnbascnp.
7. @xpr`ss Gppr`kngtnba5 Dnam tc` _bsntnv` Dnrst, ybu a``m tb i` gij` tb jbbh br sbf`tcnal tb gppr`kngt` na ybur fgt`. Gs cufga i`nals, w` agturgjjy abtnk` wcgt nrrntgt`s us, iut w` cgv` tb nat`atnbagjjy jbbh br jbbh br wcgt tb gppr`kngt`. gppr`kngt`. I`nal gij` tb am wcgt w` gppr`kngt` gppr`kngt` na bur fgt` ba g mgnjy igsns c`jps fgnatgna g kujtur` b pbsntnv` r`lgrm. I`nal gij` tb `xpr`ss wcgt w` gppr`kngt` c`jps us ``j wgat`m gam fgnatgnas g kujtur` b lrgt`uja`ss. l rgt`uja`ss. 7?.0 Na ybur bwa wbrms, `xpjgna wcgt ‚gppr`kngtnal ybur fgt`‖ f`gas tb ybu.
9. Gmfnt ^bur Fnstgh`s5 ]gh` Y`spbasninjnty [`kbam, nt ns nfp`rgtnv` tcgt `gkc p`rsba j`gras tb tgh` p`rsbagj r`spbasninjnty br wgys cns/c`r gktnbas wbuam cns br c`r fgt`. \c`tc`r tc` wbuams gr` nat`atnbagj br uanat`atnbagj fgh`s ab mn`r`ak`8 eust kgrnal `abulc tb j`t tc` btc`r pgrty habw tcgt ybu gr` lrn`v`m bv`r tc` gkt tcgt ybu curt cnf br c`r ns cul`. Gmfnttnal ybu w`r` wrbal kbffuankgt`s tcgt ybu vgju` tc` r`jgtnbascnp gam tc` btc`r p`rsba. N gf gfgz`m gt tc` aufi`r b kbupj`s N cgv` kbuas`j`m na wcnkc ba` pgrty cgs a`v`r gmfntt`m tb `v`r fghnal g fnstgh`. Gs N uam`rstgam nt, bajy E`sus a`v`r fgm` g fnstgh`. Nt ns nfpbssnij` tb jnv` wntc gabtc`r p`rsba gam abt `xp`rn`ak` wbuams. \cgt gknjntgt`s c`gjnal gam gjjbws ybur fgt` tb habw tcgt t c`y gr` vgju` tb ybu ns g wnjjnala`ss tb lrn`v` bv`r tcbs` wbuams br curts tb scbw tcgt ybu kgr` ybu„v` curt tc`f, tb tgh` r`spbasninjnty. N tcns cgs i``a ga gr`g b w`gha`ss na ybur jn`, tc`s` a`xt `x`rkns`s wnjj c`jp kr`gt` g a`w i`lnaanal br ybu gam ybur fgt`.
\``h 7? | ]rutc na Jbv` 900
C`r`„s ga `xgfpj` b cbw N„v` s``a tcns wbrh. Ba` p`rsba sgys, ‚Jbbh, N„f r`gjjy sbrry tcgt ybu lbt curt, iut . . .‖ Gibut tc` tnf` c` br sc` sgys, ‚iut,‖ tc` pgrta`r ijbws up. \c`a ybu sgy ‚iut,‖ ybu a`lgt` `v`rytcnal tcgt w`at na rbat b nt. J`gra tb `xpr`ss `fpgtcy iy h``pnal tc` ‚iut‖ but b ybur r`spbas`s. ]ns ns g st`p tbwgrm tghnal r`spbasninjnty gam j`ttnal ybur spbus` habw tcgt ybu mb kgr` tcgt c` br sc` wgs curt. 7?.4 Lnv` ga `xgfpj` bd cbw tc` ‚iut‖ lbt ybu na trbuij` wntc ybur pgrta`r
Nt„s cgrm br us tb gkhabwj`ml` tcgt w` mnma„t cgamj` g sntugtnba gs w`jj gs w` kbujm cgv`. Nt„s strgal` cbw igmjy w` wgat tb cbjm ba tb bur nfgl`. \` wgat tb s`` burs`jv`s gs r`gjjy lbbm. Bur nfgl` ns gjwgys gibut bur nat`atnba, iut w` mba„t `v`r l`t nt kbfpj`t`jy rnlct. \` cgv` tb l`t bv`r bur prnm` gam eust r`kblanz` tcgt sbf`tnf`s w` mb tcnals tcgt curt btc`r p`bpj`, wc`tc`r w` f`ga tb br abt. Abt r`kblanznal br i`nal wnjjnal tb tgh` bwa`rscnp b ba`„s w`gha`ss kga bajy i` rbbt`m na prnm`. N N„f ijnam`m iy fy prnm` tb fy bwa gujts tc`a N„jj a``m sbf`ba` tb ijgf` (btc`r tcga fys`j) wc`a jn` mb`sa„t mb`sa„t wbrh but. Ijgfnal btc`rs rgtc`r tcga tghnal p`rsbagj r`spbasninjnty br fy pgrt b tc` gnjur` ujtnfgt`jy ujtnfgt`jy j`gms f` tb cbjm btc`rs na kbat`fpt br tc`nr pgrt na f`ssnal up fy jn`. ]ns kbat`fpt kbat`fpt gam eumlf`atgjnsf wnjj ujtnfgt`jy j`gm tb tc` gnjur` b tc` fgrrngl`. Na _sgjf 07 tc` psgjfnst wrnt`s tcgt g irbh`a c`grt gam kbatrnt` spnrnt Lbm mb`s abt m`spns`, wcnkc fgy namnkgt` tcgt g prbum c`grt gam g cgulcty, grrblgat spnrnt C` mb`s m`spns`. \` \` kgaabt sgy br k`rtgna tcgt tcns ns tru`, iut nt ns sbf`tcnal tb kbasnm`r. Fbr` nfpbrtgatjy, E`sus„ t`gkcnals str`ss`m tc` nfpbrtgak` b gmmr`ssnal tc` curts w` kr`gt` na btc`rs. C` namnkgt`m n amnkgt`m nt wgs b utfbst nfpbrtgak`. [b fukc sb tcgt C` tgulct Cns mnsknpj`s tb stbp wcgt`v`r tc`y w`r` mbnal gam rst wbrh but tcnals wntc tc` b`am`m pgrty. N uam`rstgam Fgttc`w 059;‛9= tb sgy, ‚I` wnjjnal tb tgh` r`spbasninjnty br prbij`fs prbij`fs gam tb bwa tcbs` pjgk`s wc`r` ybu curt gabtc`r‖ (gutcbr„s pgrgpcrgs`). 7 \c`a jbv` ns tc` lbgj, nt„s abt gibut i`nal rnlct8 nt„s gibut i`nal kbak`ra`m gibut cbw fy gktnbas nfpgkt tc` jnv`s b btc`rs. 904
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7?.< Na ybur bwa wbrms, m`skrni` cbw i`lnaanal tb tgh` t gh` r`spbasninjnty dbr
ybur gktnbas gam gmfnttnal ybu gr` sbf`tnf`s wrbal fnlct pbsntnv`jy g`kt ybur fgrrngl`.
;. Gkhabwj`ml` ^bur Curts5 ]`jj tc` ]rutc na Jbv` Dnagjjy, nt ns nfpbrtgat tb i` gij` tb `xpr`ss wcgt ybur fgt` ns mbnal tcgt wbuams ybu, gam abt tb kbffuankgt` nt na g kru`j br spnt`uj wgy iut but b jbv` gam kbak`ra br ybur fgt`. Gs w` r`gm na \``h >, Juh` 7<5; E`sus sgnm, ‚I` gj`rt. N ybu s`` ybur rn`am lbnal wrbal, kbrr`kt cnf. N c` r`spbams, brlnv` cnf Xkbatnau` na r`jgtnbascnpV. @v`a n nt„s p`rsbagj glgnast ybu gam r`p`gt`m s`v`a tnf`s tcrbulc tc` mgy, mgy, gam s`v`a tnf`s t nf`s c` sgys, –N„f sbrry, N wba„t mb nt glgna,„ brlnv` cnf‖ ( ]` F`ssgl`). F`ssgl`).9 \cgt„s nat`r`stnal gibut tcns pgssgl` ns tc` jbv` mnspjgy`m iy E`sus. Cns rst kbak`ra ns br tc` ba` wcbs` c`grt ns cgrm gam kbffnts ga gkt tcgt ns kbatrgry tb jbv`. Cns rst kbak`ra ns tb c`jp tcgt p`rsba l`t igkh ba kburs` gam tb sbd`a cns br c`r cgrm`a`m c`grt. Cns rst kbak`ra ns br tc` gjj`a ba`. ]` r`gsba w` gr` tb sp`gh up gam c`jp kbrr`kt tcgt p`rsba” pbnat but tcgt (s)c` ns i`nal uajbvnal gam scbw cbw (s)c` ns gjjnal”ns br tcgt p`rsba„s sgh`. \`„r` suppbs`m tb jbv` p`bpj` `abulc tb i` kbak`ra`m br tc`f gam c`jp tc`f l`t igkh ba kburs`, wcnkc jbbhs v`ry mn`r`at rbf scgfnal br kbam`fanal tc`f. Gt tc` sgf` tnf`, E`sus tgulct tcgt nt ns abt bur r`spbasninjnty tb fgh` tcgt p`bpj` cgv` g rnlct r`spbas`. Gjj w` gr` tb mb ns pbnat but wc`r` tc`y cgv` gjj`a, i`kgus` tcgt ns wcgt jbv` mb`s. Jbv` mb`sa„t mb`sa„t gjjbw sbf`ba` tb kbatnau` na g i`cgvnbr tcgt ns abt lbbm br cnf br c`r wntcbut gmmr`ssnal nt. Na gkt, tc` gfgznal tcnal gibut jbv` ns tcgt nt wnjj wn jj gjwgys gkt na tc` i`st nat`r`st b gabtc`r p`rsba. Jbv` ns gr fbr` kbak`ra`m wntc tc` btc`r p`rsba„s r`stbrgtnba tcga nts bwa prbt`ktnba. \ntcbut g wnjjnala`ss tb prbt`kt tc` fgrrngl` iy sp`ghnal up wc`a w` gr` wbuam`m, w` kujtnvgt` `rtnj` sbnj br g intt`r rbbt gam s`jscjy s `jscjy rbi bur fgt` b tc` nasnlct a``m`m tb kbrr`kt cns br c`r bwa i`cgvnbr.
\``h 7? | ]rutc na Jbv` 90<
7?.3
M`skrni` cbw ybu tcnah r`iuhnal sbf`ba`”t`jjnal tc` trutc na jbv`” fnlct i`a`t tcgt p`rsba2
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Cbw fnlct nt i`a`t ybur r`jgtnbascnp wntc cnf br c`r2
7?.7? \cgt ``kt fnlct nt cgv` ba ybur fgrrngl` fgrr ngl` r`jgtnbascnp sp`knkgjjy2
Bivnbusjy, Bivnbusjy, w` a``m tb sp`gh tc` t c` trutc na jbv`. Bur kbrr`ktnba ns a`v`r nat`am`m tb curt tc` btc`r p`rsba na tc` t c` sgf` wgy tcgt w` cgv` i``a curt. Ygtc`r nt ns b`r`m na jbv`, lnvnal cnf br c`r bppbrtuanty tb `xpr`ss kgrnal gam r`lr`t bv`r wcgt (s)c` cgs mba`. ]ns ns abt tb sgy w` scbujm suie`kt burs`jv`s tb kbatnau`m curtuj i`cgvnbrs na tc` agf` b jbv`. Na gkt, na tc` sgf` pgssgl` E`sus lb`s ba tb sgy, na `ss`ak`, ‚N c` (br sc`) r`p`ats (tgh`s r`spbasninjnty br br tc` curtuj gktnbas) gam turas igkh tb Lbm, tc`a ybu gr` tb r`kbaknj`. Na gkt, n c` (br sc`) mb`s tc` sgf` tcnal s`v`a t nf`s tcgt mgy gam kbatnau`s tb r`p`at, tc`a brlnv` cnf (br c`r).‖ 9 Abt` tcgt E`sus mb`s abt sgy tcgt w` cgv` tb kbatnau` na g curtuj r`jgtnbascnp r`jgtnbascnp n tc` btc`r p`rsba ns abt tghnal r`spbasninjnty r`spbasninjnty br tc` pgna tcgt cns br c`r uajbvnal gktnbas kgus`m. \c`a `gkc pgrty ns t`jjnal tc` trutc, tr utc, tghnal r`spbasninjnty, kbffuankgtnal na jbv`, tc`a uam`rstgamnal gam `fpgtcy nakr`gs` gam tc` r`jgtnbascnp kga c`gj, lrbw, gam burnsc. Na tcns w``h„s w``h„s `x`rkns`, N cbp` ybu wn wnjj jj lnv` ybur fgt` g lnd iy i`nal wnjjnal tb jbv` cnf br c`r `abulc tb scgr` pjgk`s wc`r` ybu cgv` cgv` i``a wbuam`m. \ntcbut \ntcbut tcns typ` b nasnlct, nt ns mnkujt br bur spbus`s tb fgh` tc` kbrr`ktnbas a`k`ssgry tb str`altc`a tc` fgrntgj r`jgtnbascnp. 903
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_j`gs` kbfpj`t` tc` ‚]rutc na Jbv`‖ jnst gs m`skrni`m i`jbw. I` sur` tb wrnt` but ybur r`spbas`s i`dbr` tc` lrbup f``tnal. ^bu wnjj `gkc scgr` ybur gasw`rs ba tc` kgjj. ]gh` ]gh` tnf` tb prgy`rdujjy kbasnm`r wcgt ybu a``m tb gmmr`ss na tcns sntugtnba.
‚]rutc na Jbv`‖ Jnst ]` lbgj b tcns gssnlaf`at ns tb cba`stjy prbvnm` g jnst b tcr`` tcnals na `gkc tcr`` kgt`lbrn`s r`lgrmnal r`lgrmnal ybu gam ybur spbus`5 gppr`kngtnba, gmfnttnal ybur fnstgh`s, gam gkhabwj`mlnal ybur curts. Gs ybu kbasnm`r `gkc kgt`lbry, us` tc` bjjbwnal brfgt tb brf ybur jnsts5
7. Jnst tcr`` grfgtnbas br gr`gs bd gppr`kngtnba ybu cgv` dbr ybur fgt`. Dbr `gkc5 G. M`skrni` tc` i`cgvnbr tcgt ybu gppr`kngt` gppr`kngt` @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚N jnh` nt wc`a ybu scgr` ybur ``jnals wntc f`.‖ I. Lnv` g sp`knk `xgfpj`. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚Jnh` jgst y`gr wc`a w` w`at tb tc` i`gkc gam ybu scgr`m wntc f` br bv`r ga cbur.‖ K. `jj cnf br c`r cbw nt fgm` ybu ``j. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚N `jt kjbs` tb ybu. Nt `jt jnh` w` w`r` ba tc` sgf` t`gf. N `jt jbv`m gam gppr`kngt`m iy ybu. N `jt nfpbrtgat gam vgjugij`.‖ vgjugij`.‖
9. Jnst tcr`` gf`ams ybu a``m tb fgh` dbr ybur bwa pgst i`cgvnbr. G. [p`kny wcgt ybu mnm br mnma„t mb tcgt ybu gr` fghnal gf`ams br. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚N wgs tbb iusy wc`a ybu kgf` cbf` rbf rbf wbrh tb pgy gtt`atnba tb ybu.‖ I. Lnv` g sp`knk `xgfpj`. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚N r`f`fi`r jgst w``h, ybu kgf` cbf` gam gsh`m n w` kbujm snt mbwa gam tgjh gibut bur mgy. N tbjm
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ybu, –Fgyi` jgt`r iut rst N cgv` tb l`t supp`r r`gmy br tc` hnms.„ ]gt wbujma„t i` sb igm `xk`pt N„v` gjwgys i``a tbb tnr`m br iusy tb am tc` tnf` tb tgjh.‖ tgjh.‖ K. `jj ybur spbus` cbw ybu tcnah nt fust cgv` fgm` tc`f ``j. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚]ns fust„v` fgm` ybu ``j mnsfnss`m, uajbv`m, gam r`e`kt`m. r` e`kt`m.‖‖ M. Gmfnt ybu w`r` wrbal tb cgv` gkt`m jnh` tcns. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚N wgs wrbal tb tr`gt ybu ybu gam bur r`jgtnbascnp r`jgtnbascnp wntc sukc mnsr`lgrm.‖ @. `jj ybur spbus` cbw ybur i`cgvnbr fgh`s ybu ``j gibut yburs`j. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚N ``j gscgf`m b fys`j br a`v`r amnal tc` tnf` tb sp`am wntc ybu. N„f mnsgppbnat`m mnsgppbnat`m wntc f` br tr`gtnal ybu gam bur r`jgtnbascnp wntc sukc a`lj`kt.‖ D. `jj ybur spbus` ybu cbp` tc`y wnjj i` gij` tb brlnv` ybu. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚N cbp` ybu wnjj i` gij` tb brlnv` f` br tc` curt nt fust cgv` kgus`m ybu.‖
;. Jnst tcr`` wbuams gam/br b`as`s ybu cgv`. G. M`skrni` wcgt cgpp`a`m tcgt curt br b`am`m ybu. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚Mb ybu r`f`fi`r jgst fbatc wc`a ybu w`at ba tcgt iusna`ss trnp gam mnma„t mnma„t kgjj br tcr`` mgys2‖ I. [tgt` cbw tcgt fgm` ybu ``j. [tgrt wntc ‚N ``j (br `jt)...‖ @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚N `jt curt, uanfpbrtgat, r`e`kt`m, kbaus`m, gam gjba`. N mnma„t tcnah ybu r`gjjy kgr`m br f`.‖ K. `jj `jj cnf br c`r wcgt ybu a``m br `xp`kt gs g r`sujt b tcns. @xgfpj`5 @xgfpj`5 ‚N a``m ybu tb habw nt curts wc`a ybu mba„t kgjj.‖ Br ‚N a``m ybu tb scgr` wntc f` `v`a n ybu gr` galry wntc f`.‖ M. `jj `jj tc` btc`r p`rsba n ybu gr` stnjj cgribrnal g rbbt b intt`ra`ss bv`r tcgt. @xgfpj`5 ‚N sp`at tcr`` mgys gjjbwnal tcns curt tb `st`r, `st`r,
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wbam`rnal wcgt ybu w`r` mbnal gam wcgt pbssnij` r`gsba ybu„m cgv` abt tb kgjj, gam abw N„f cgvnal g cgrm tnf` scghnal nt b.‖ Gs ybu jnst tc`s` ba s`pgrgt` pgl`s, mb sb na gs fukc m`tgnj gs ybu kga. Murnal tc` lrbup f``tnal tcns w``h, ybu wnjj i` scgrnal tc` fbst nfpbrtgat br s`rnbus `xgfpj`s rbf ybur jnsts. ]ns fgy i` g a`w gam uakbfbrtgij` `x`rkns`. Cbw`v`r, w` cgv` s``a tcbs` wcb gr` wnjjnal tb rnsh gr` lrgt`uj br tc` i`a`ts. Dbjjbwnal gr` jnst b `fbtnbas tcgt wbujm i` c`jpuj wc`a nt kbf`s tb `xpjgnanal ybur ``jnals gs ybu kbfpj`t` ybur rutc na Jbv` jnst5 jba`jy, mnsfnss`m, uanfpbrtgat, drustrgt`m, c`jpj`ss, ba lugrm, uakbfdbrtgij`, uakbfdbrtgij`, skgr`m, s kgr`m, curt, cbp`j`ss, c`jpj`ss, natnfnmgt`m, tcr`gt`a`m, pgankh`m, r`e`kt`m, jnh` N mba„t fgtt`r, nlabr`m, nagm`qugt`, scut but, gjba`, kbadus`m, jbst, `figrrgss`m, `figrrgss`m, gscgf`m, ijgah, gdrgnm, scbkh`m, sgm, dbrjbra, mnsgppbnat`m, nsbjgt`m, j`t mbwa, aufi, cufnjngt`m, bv`rwc`jf`m, sfgjj, nasnlankgat, nasnlankgat, uawgat`m, uawgat`m, vuja`rgij`, wbrrn`m Na tc` gibv` `x`rkns`, w` jnst`m sbf` sull`stnbas ba jnst`anal, iut jnst`anal ns sukc g krukngj pgrt bd kbffuankgtnal tc` trutc na jbv` tcgt N„m jnh` dbr ybu tb r`gm fbr` gibut nt. _j`gs` tgh` tc` tnf` tb r`gm ‚]c` Grt bd Jnst`anal,‖ kbfpj`t` tc` `x`rkns`s gt tc` `am bd nt, gam mnskuss wntc ybur fgt`.
]c` Grt bd Jnst`anal Cgv` ybu `v`r cgm tc` ir`gtc habkh`m but b ybu2 Gt tcgt fbf`at abtcnal fgtt`rs `xk`pt ybur a`xt ir`gtc b gnr. ^bu mba„t kgr` gibut pbjntnks, agak`s, br ybur kcnjmr`a”bajy tc` a`xt ir`gtc. Cbw`v`r, Cbw`v`r, gtfbspc`rnk gnr nsa„t gjj w` a``m8 w` gjsb a``m ‚r`jgtnbagj gnr.‖ ]` jn` ir`gtc`m natb us iy btc`rs ns eust gs snlankgat tb bur survnvgj. \cy ns sbjntgry kbaa`f`at sukc ga ``ktnv` puanscf`at2 I`kgus` wntcbut cufga kbatgkt ujtnfgt`jy w` lb nasga` gam mn`. ‚Nt ns abt lbbm br fga tb i` gjba`‖ gjba`‖ (L`a`sns 9573). 9 Y`jgtnbagj gnr ns l`a`rgt`m iy gktnbas tcgt kbffuankgt` kbffuankgt` jbv`, r`sp`kt, gam kgrnal. ]` gkts b jnst`anal gam gam s``hnal tb uam`rstgam gr` gr` prnfgry wgys b kr`gtnal r`jgtnbagj gnr br btc`rs na bur jnv`s. D``jnal tcgt btc`rs
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l`t us gam gkk`pt us eust tc` wgy w` gr` ns tc` `qunvgj`at b l`ttnal g ir`gtc b r`sc gnr. \c`a p`bpj` gr` lgspnal br r`jgtnbagj gnr”br br uam`rstgamnal rbf btc`rs”uatnj tc`y l`t nt, abtcnal `js` fgtt`rs. Ba tc` btc`r cgam, `v`ats sukc gs i`trgygj gam r`e`ktnba habkh tc` r`jgtnbagj gnr rnlct but, j`gvnal g p`rsba ba tc` lrbuam l rbuam trynal m`sp`rgt`jy tb kgtkc tc`nr ir`gtc. Dbr ga `xgfpj` ba g sfgjj skgj`, jgst w``h`am [t`pcgan` gam N cgm g r`jgtnbagj ir`ghmbwa. Nt stgrt`m wc`a N gsh`m n sc` wgat`m tb l`t tbl`tc`r wntc rn`ams ba [gturmgy anlct. ]` mgy i`br`, g rn`am gsh`m f` gibut l`ttnal tbl`tc`r, gam wc`a N sull`st`m [gturmgy anlct, c` sgnm, ‚J`t f` kc`kh wntc tc` wn`.‖ Jgt`r tcgt mgy c` `-fgnj`m gam N ljgak`m gt tc` suie`kt jna`, wcnkc sgnm w` w`r` ba br [gturmgy [gturmgy anlct. Nast`gm b bp`anal tc` `-fgnj, N gssuf`m tc` pjgas nakjum`m us ibtc. Jgt`r, gd`r N„m navnt`m [t`pcgan`, N r`gm tc` `-fgnj gam mnskbv`r`m c` wgs tgjhnal gibut g luys anlct but. \c`a N tbjm [t`pcgan` sc` wgsa„t wgsa„t pgrt b tc` pjgas, sc` wgs curt. N nat`rpr`t`m c`r mnsgppbnatf`at mnsgppbnatf`at gam curt ``jnals gs g p`rsbagj gttgkh gam tbjm c`r nt wgs snfpjy g fnskbffuankgtnba fnskbffuankgtnba gam N cgm a`v`r f`gat tb curt c`r. ]` gkt tcgt sc` wgs ups`t gam mnsgppbnat`m r`gjjy s`t f` b. Nt„s uaay, iut N gjwgys euml` fys`j iy fy nat`atnbas (wcnkc w`r` lbbm), gam [t`pcgan` s``fs tb euml` f` iy fy gktnbas (wcnkc `am`m up mnsgppbnatnal gam curtnal c`r). ]gt snfpj` nat`rgktnba habkh`m tc` r`jgtnbagj gnr but b us ibtc. [nak` N wgs wrntnal tcns j`ssba, N m`knm`m tb try gam uam`rstgam c`r p`rsp`ktnv`, iut N mnma„t mnma„t wgat tb tgjh t gjh gibut nt. N eust wgjh`m grbuam br gibut ;? fnaut`s trynal tb put fys`j na c`r scb`s tb uam`rstgam c`r p`rsp`ktnv`. Gd`r kbfnal tb wcgt N tcbulct wgs g jblnkgj jbln kgj uam`rstgamnal b c`r p`rsp`ktnv`, N mnskbv`r`m ga nat`r`stnal gkt. ^bu kga„t lnv` yburs`j grtnkngj r`spnrgtnba. N stnjj `jt wbuam`m, mnskbaa`kt`m, fnsuam`rstbbm, gam galry. \cgt N wgat`m wgs g ir`gtc b r`jgtnbagj gnr, iut gjj fy `brts j`d f` wgatnal. [tnjj m`sp`rgt` tb l`t tcgt r`jgtnbagj gnr, gnr, N m`knm`m tb nfpj`f`at _jga I. N N kbujma„t tcnah fy wgy ``jnal i`tt`r, fgyi` N kbujm l`t c`r tb r`spbam”sgy sc` wgs sbrry gam tcgt N wgs wbam`ruj gam tcgt sc`„m r`gjjy f`ss`m up. wb cburs jgt`r, gd`r sbf` st`jjgr lrgm`-G fgj` pbutnal, N wgs abwc`r`. \` stnjj w`r`a„t tgjhnal gam N stnjj `jt jnh` N wgs lgspnal br gnr. ]` bajy tcnal j`d N kbujm tcnah b tb c`jp tc` sntugtnba wgs tb snt
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mbwa gam tgjh. Psnal fy i`st `brt, N susp`am`m fy p`rsp`ktnv` p`rsp`ktnv` gam i`lga jnst`anal tb [t`pcgan` wntc tc` nat`at b snfpjy uam`rstgamnal c`r. c`r. Nt wgs scbkhnal cbw qunkhjy sc` i`lga tb kgjf mbwa gam sbd`a. Bak` sc` `jt uam`rstbbm, sc` i`lga t`jjnal f` cbw igmjy sc` `jt gibut c`r r`gktnba, gam tc`a sc` jnst`a`m nat`atjy gs N `xpjgna`m fy p`rk`ptnba b tc` fnsuam`rstgamnal. N kbujma„t kbujma„t i`jn`v` tc` sp``m gt wcnkc w cnkc fy curt suisnm`m. Dbr bv`r twb cburs N cgm i``a gisbjut`jy uagij` tb kgjf mbwa, iut na eust 70 fnaut`s, c`r jnst`anal gam c`jpnal f` ``j uam`rstbbm c`jp`m tc` pgna mnsgpp`gr. N kga„t bv`r`fpcgsns tc` nfpbrtgak` b tc` kbak`pt b jnst`anal gam uam`rstgamnal, `sp`kngjjy wc`a m`gjnal wntc nam`jnty. nam`jnty. Nt ns gjfbst nfpbssnij` br tc` i`trgy`m spbus` tb bkus ba gaytcnal btc`r tcga i`nal gij` tb ir`gtc`. ]`y„r` ]`y„r` mynal tb i` uam`rstbbm. Gt tc` sgf` tnf`, tc` uagntcuj spbus` ns mbnal ab i`tt`r. i`tt`r. Y`lgrmj`ss b wc`tc`r spbus`s wgat tb j`gv` br stgy, stgy, tc`y„r` m`sp`rgt` tb i` uam`rstbbm. N ibtc pgrtn`s snfujtga`busjy try tb i` uam`rstbbm, N lugrgat`` ab ba` ns jnst`anal”gam n ab ba` ns jnst`anal, ab ba` ns l`ttnal tc` r`jgtnbagj gnr tc`y sb m`sp`rgt`jy a``m. Dbr r`kbaknjngtnba tb bkkur, ybu fust fust cgv` tc` wnjjnala`ss tb jnst`a gam tc` ginjnty tb uam`rstgam ybur fgt`. \` sp`am y`grs na skcbbj j`granal cbw tb r`gm, wrnt`, gam sp`gh, iut jnttj` ns tgulct gibut cbw tb jnst`a. Nt„s `gsy tb am r`sburk`s t`gkcnal nfprbvnsgtnbagj nfprbvnsgtnbagj sp``kc br tb jbkgt` g bgstfgst`rs bgstfgst`rs kjui t`gkcnal tc` grt b kj`gr kbffuankgtnba, iut cgv` ybu `v`r c`grm b g jnst`anal kjui2 Na fgrrngl`, jnst`anal ns iy gr tc` fbst nfpbrtgat b gjj r`jgtnbagj shnjjs, iut mb w` `v`a habw cbw tb i`lna2 \`„v` i``a tgulct tb kj`grjy kbffuankgt` kbffuankgt` bur pbnats b vn`w, iut cgv` w` `v`r i``a trgna`m tb s`` tc` p`rsp`ktnv` b gabtc`r2 Gutcbr [t`pc`a Kbv`y sgys, ‚\` s`` tc` wbrjm, abt gs nt ns, ns, iut gs w` gr`”br, gr`”br, gs w` gr` kbamntnba`m tb s`` nt.‖ ; \` gssuf`, ‚Fy p`rsp`ktnv` wbrhs w`jj br f`, tc`r`br` N„f sur` nt„jj wbrh br ybu.‖ ^`t sbba w` mnskbv`r tcns nsa„t tru`. \c`a kbupj`s kbfpjgna b kbffuankgtnba ir`ghmbwas, jnst`anal ns gjwgys tc` kujprnt. Nt„s agturgj br us tb nat`rpr`t jn`„s `v`ats mn`r`atjy” i`kgus` iy agtur` w`„r` mn`r`at. N w` gnj tb r`kblanz` tcgt nt ns abrfgj tb cgv` namnvnmugj p`rsp`ktnv`s, tc`a w` kga ``j m`vgju`m br tcr`gt`a`m. \` brl`t tcgt twb-tcnrms b tc` tnf` w` wnjj abt s`` tcnals tc` sgf` wgy. \`„jj t`jj burs`jv`s sbf`tcnal ns wrbal n w`„r` abt ba tc` sgf` pgl`. Gam
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n ybu mba„t s`` tcnals fy wgy, N kga kbavnak` fys`j tcgt N mba„t fgtt`r tb ybu. Nast`gm b s``hnal tb uam`rstgam bur spbus`„s p`rsp`ktnv` w` i`kbf` bkus`m ba l`ttnal tc`f t c`f tb uam`rstgam us i`kgus` w` gr` m`sp`rgt` br vgjnmgtnba gam gjs`jy gjs`jy i`jn`v` sbf`tcnal cgs cgs lba` wrbal. wrbal. \` gnj tb r`f`fi`r tcgt w` gr` gjj kbfpj`t`jy uanqu` iy Lbm„s m`snla gam tcgt C` mnma„t f`ss up wc`a C` fgm` f`, ybu, br gayba` `js`. \c`a N i`lna tb euml` ybur p`rsp`ktnv`, tc`a ba ba` j`v`j N„f gjsb eumlnal Lbm„s Lbm„s kr`gtnba, sgynal N habw i`tt`r tcga Lbm gam tcgt C` cgs ab nm`g wcgt c`„s mbnal. Ba tc` btc`r cgam, s``hnal tb habw ybu gam uam`rstgam cbw ybu s`` tcnals `jnfnagt`s eumlf`at gam `acgak`s bur r`jgtnbascnp. @v`a wc`a w` jnst`a, fbst b us rgr`jy jnst`a tb uam`rstgam gam tb habw tc` btc`r p`rsba. p `rsba. Nast`gm w` jnst`a rbf g s`j-k`at`r`m p`rsp`ktnv`, `vgjugtnal cns br c`r wbrms rbf ‚fy‖ ‚fy‖ p`rsp`ktnv` gam kgjkujgtnal cbw tb r`spbam wc`a nt„s ‚fy tura.‖ \` try tb uam`rstgam btc`rs tcrbulc bur jn` `xp`rn`ak`s. \` gr` abt jnh`jy tb uam`rstgam gabtc`r„s c`grt wcnj` `vgjugtnal tc`f tcrbulc tc` r`gjntn`s b bur bwa jnv`s. Mb w` r`gjjy wgat tb habw gam uam`rstgam btc`rs, br gr` w` s``hnal tb l`t tc`f tb habw gam uam`rstgam us2 Gr` w` gktugjjy kurnbus gibut cbw tc`y s`` tc` sntugtnba, br mb w` s``h tb bitgna p`rsbagj vgjnmgtnba iy gjs`jy i`jn`vnal tc`y gr` jnh` us gam suppbrt bur p`rsp`ktnv`2 \` typkgjjy i`jn`v` ‚fy p`rsp`ktnv` ns trutc, sb tc`r` fust i` sbf`tcnal wrbal wntc ybu.‖ [gmjy, [gmjy, sukc s`j-k`at`r`m s`j-k`at`r`m jnst`anal j`gms bajy tb strgna`m r`jgtnbascnps gam fnsuam`rstgamnals. N bur lbgj ns gutc`atnk r`jgtnbascnp r`jgtnbascnp,, nt fust i`lna wntc trynal tr ynal tb uam`rstgam i`br` gtt`fptnal tb i` uam`rstbbm. Dbjjbwnal tc` pgtc p gtc b uam`rstgamnal i`br` gtt`fptnal gtt`fptnal tb i` uam`rstbbm ns tc` scbrt`st mnstgak` tb tc` t c` jbv` gam gkk`ptgak` w` jbal br. br. Gs g t``a N m`knm`m jn`lugrmnal wbujm i` g lr`gt wgy tb fgh` g jnvnal. N„v` a`v`r brlbtt`a tc` j`ssbas j`gra`m na fy jn`sgvnal kjgss. Yuj` aufi`r ba`5 a`v`r l`t natb tc` wgt`r wntc mrbwanal swnff`rs, i`kgus` tc`r`„ tc`r`„s g strbal kcgak` tc`y„jj tgh` ybu mbwa wntc tc`f. ]`r` ns ab `vnj nat`at ba tc`nr pgrt, iut na tc`nr wnjm wn jm gtt`fpt tb survnv`, tc`y„jj pusc ybu mbwa tb sgv` tc`fs`jv`s. ]` sgf` prbij`f `xnsts na sna hnal fgrrngl`s. ]` pgrta`rs s``f tb pusc `gkc btc`r uam`rwgt`r uam`r wgt`r na ga gtt`fpt tb h``p tc`fs`jv`s gbgt. N fy fgt` ns mrbwanal gam c`r juals gr` iurstnal, mb ybu tcnah sc` ns kbak`ra`m wntc gaytcnal btc`r tcga survnvgj2 Na r`jgtnbascnps, r`jgtnbascnps, uam`r-
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stgamnal gam vgjnmgtnba gr` gs nfpbrtgat gs ir`gtcnal. M`prnv`m b tc`s` kbffbmntn`s, sc` wnjj ``j gs n sc`„s mynal. Gt tcgt pbnat, tc` bajy fbtnvgtnba sc`„jj r`kblanz` ns tc` mrnv` tb i` uam`rstbbm. Cbw`v`r, Cbw`v`r, bak` N lnv` l nv` fy spbus` tcgt r`jgtnbagj gnr iy c`grnal c`r gam s``nal c`r p`rsp`ktnv`, p `rsp`ktnv`, tc`a sc`„s r`` tb kbasnm`r btc`rs. Dbr fy fgt` tb ``j N kgr` gam uam`rstgam, N fust susp`am fy p`rk`ptnbas gam bpnanbas gam cba`stjy s``h tb uam`rstgam c`r. N a``m tb scbw g m`snr` tb uam`rstgam, lnvnal c`r tc` r`jgtnbagj gnr sc` a``ms, i`br` sc`„ sc`„s gij` tb uam`rstgam f`. N N jnst`a tb c`r c`grt gam j`lntnfnz` c`r r`gjnty, tc`a g pgtcwgy ns kr`gt`m br c`r tb kbasnm`r fy p`rsp`ktnv`. bukcnal tc` sbuj b gabtc`r r`qunr`s fbr` tcga c`grnal wbrms8 nt„s gibut s``nal gam ``jnal tc` btc`r p`rsba„s r`gjnty. [``hnal tb uam`rstgam gabtc`r„s wbrjm, cbw`v`r, nsa„t a`k`ssgrnjy gibut glr``nal. Y`jgtnbagj gnr mb`sa„t kbf` rbf glr``f`at, rgtc`r rbf tc` wnjjnala`ss tb fbf`atgrnjy gigamba ba`„s bwa p`rsp`ktnv` p `rsp`ktnv` gam st`p natb tc` btc`r p`rsba„s. Dbr fbst, tcns ns ab `gsy tgsh. _rnm` ns tc` prnfgry igrrn`r tb jnst`anal gam uam`rstgamnal. N ybu cba`stjy i`jn`v` ybu„r` rnlct, gr` ybu r`gjjy nat`r`st`m na `xpjbrnal tc` tcbulcts b gabtc`r2 Gs w` mnskuss`m na \``h \``h 4, Mgjjgs \njjgrm sgys tcgt ‚rgmnkgj `vnj ns abtcnal fbr` tcga s`j-k`at`r`ma`ss.‖ = [`j-k`at`r`ma`ss ns vbnm b jbv`. Nts bajy kbak`ra ns ‚wcgt btc`rs tcnah gibut f`.‖ Na _cnjnppngas 95;‛<, _guj sgys, ‚Mb abtcnal but b s`jsc gfintnba br vgna kbak`nt, iut na cufnjnty kbasnm`r btc`rs i`tt`r tcga yburs`jv`s. @gkc b ybu scbujm jbbh abt bajy tb ybur bwa nat`r`sts, iut gjsb tb tc` nat`r`sts b btc`rs. ^bur gttntum` scbujm i` tc` sgf` gs tcgt b Kcrnst E`sus5 wcb i`nal na v`ry v`r y agtur` Lbm, mnm abt kbasnm`r `qugjnty wntc Lbm sbf`tcnal tb i` i ` lrgsp`m, iut fgm` cnfs`j abtcnal, tghnal tc` v`ry agtur` b g s`rvgat, i`nal fgm` na cufga cufga jnh`a`ss. jnh`a`ss.‖ 0 _guj r`fnams us tcgt w` gr`a„t kgjj`m tb i` rnlct8 w`„r` kgjj`m tb i` cufij` gam s``h tb uam`rstgam. Jnh` E`sus w` gr` tb brlb bur rnlcts gam wnjjnaljy tgh` ba tc` gttntum` b g sjgv`. Patnj w` brlb bur s`jsc gfintnbas br vgna kbak`nt gam kbasnm`r btc`rs nast`gm b burs`jv`s, w` wba„t wba„t i` na tc` rnlct rgf` rgf` b fnam tb jnst`a gam c`gr wcgt tc`y cgv` tb sgy. Eust gs tc` fbst ``ktnv` wgy tb lgna trust ns tb rst `xt`am trust tb btc`rs, tc` fbst ``ktnv` wgy tb i` uam`rstbbm ns tb rst s``h tb uam`rstgam. ]gt prnaknpj` ns buamgtnbagj wc`a nt kbf`s tb r`kbv`rnal rbf i`-
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trgygj. \` \` m`sp`rgt`jy wgat bur fgt`s tb uam`rstgam tc` wgy tc`nr gktnbas wbuam`m us, iut tc`y„jj cgv` jnttj` fbtnvgtnba tb mb sb n w`„r` w`„r` uawnjjnal tb rst lnv` tc`f tc` gnr tc`y a``m. Mbnal tcns r`qunr`s g wnjjnala`ss tb uam`rstgam tc`nr r`gjnty. r`gjnty. Bak` tc`y ``j uam`rstbbm, tc`y gr` na g gr i`tt`r pjgk` tb uam`rstgam.
Jnst`anal drbf g [`jd-K`at`r`m _`rsp`ktnv` \c`a w` jnst`a rbf tc` p`rsp`ktnv` b ‚f`,‖ [t`pc`a Kbv`y sgys tc`r` gr` bur prnfgry r`spbas`s5 7. \` `vgjugt`5 `vgjugt`5 \` \` gr` trynal tb m`knm` n w` glr`` br mnsglr``. 9. \` prbi` \` prbi`55 \` gsh qu`stnbas rbf bur bwa rgf` b r``r`ak`. ;. \` gmvns`5 gmvns`5 \` \` lnv` gmvnk` igs`m ba bur p`rsbagj jn` `xp`rn`ak`s. =. \` nat`rpr`t 5 \` \` try tr y tb lur` tc`f t c`f but”tc`nr fbtnv` gam i`cgvnbr igs`m ba bur bwa fbtnv`s gam i`cgvnbrs. 4 ]`s` bur gpprbgkc`s s``f qunt` agturgj i`kgus` tc`y r`pr`s`at tc` wgy btc`rs cgv` r`spbam`m tb us gam tc` wgy w` t`am tb r`spbam tb btc`rs. N ybur fnam ns fgm` up gam ybu gjr`gmy habw wcgt ns rnlct, wcy tgh` tc` tnf` tb uam`rstgam gabtc`r„s pbnat b vn`w2 Nsa„t nt eust g wgst` b tnf`2 ^`t n ybu r`gjjy wgat tb habw gam uam`rstgam f`, tc`a ybu wnjj cgv` g wnjjnala`ss tb gigamba ybur bwa p`rsp`ktnv` p `rsp`ktnv` gam s``h tb uam`rstgam cbw N ``j gam cbw N s`` tc` sntugtnba. Cbw mb`s s`j-k`at`r`m jnst`anal nfpgkt tc` ginjnty tb r`gjjy uam`rstgam2 Dnrst, nt pr`v`ats f` drbf `v`r ` v`r c`grnal . Nast`gm b jnst`anal, N `vgjugt` gam kbfpgr` tc` btc`r p`rsba„s p`rsp`ktnv` tb fy tcbulct prbk`ss, cbpnal tb am wcgt`v`r vgjnmgtnba gam gkk`ptgak` N a``m tb survnv`. [`kbam, s`jd-k`at`r`m jnst`anal usugjjy pr`v`ats tc` btc`r pgrty drbf `xpr`ssnal `xpr`ssnal cbw tc`y d``j . N N gf tcnahnal bajy rbf fy bwa p`rsp`ktnv`, N wnjj gjwgys i` nat`rruptnal, trynal tb pbnat but wc`r` tc` btc`r p`rsba ns wrbal. N N s``h tb scbw nat`r`st, y`t eust prbi` iy pjgynal tw`aty qu`stnbas, tc` kbav`rsgtnba kbav`rsgtnba ns stnjj gjj rbf fy p`rsp`ktnv` gam stnjj navgsnv`. Ygtc`r tcga s``hnal tb uam`rstgam, N s``h s ``h tb kbatrbj gam fganpujgt` iy gshnal qu`stnbas nat`am`m tb l`t ybu tb s`` fy p`rsp`ktnv`. \njj tcns gpprbgkc r`gjjy c`jp f` ``j uam`rstbbm2 Gf N r`gjjy jnst`anal2 Fy gpprbgkc gpprbgkc fgy s``f jblnkgj, gs n N„f trynal tb uam`rstgam, iut tc` btc`r pgrty kga s `as` fy 944
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m`snr` tb i` uam`rstbbm rgtc`r tcga g c`grt`jt nat`r`st na uam`rstgamnal cnf br c`r. N ybu tcnah gibut nt, wcy wbujm gayibmy r`gjjy wgat tb bp`a up tb ybu n `v`ry tnf` tc`y i`kgf` vuja`rgij`, ybu stbfp`m stbfp`m ba tc`f wntc ybur p`rsbagj gmvnk` br tbjm tc`f tc`y w`r` krgzy br s``nal tc` wbrjm gs tc`y mb2
C`grtd`jt Jnst`anal Fbr` tcga eust jnst`anal na tc` kbat`xt b wbrms, c`grt`jt jnst`anal ns gibut `xp`rn`aknal gabtc`r„s gabtc`r„s p`rsp`ktnv` gam r``ktnal tcgt r`gjnty igkh na g wgy tcgt j`gv`s tc` p`rsba ``jnal uam`rstbbm. Nt„s gibut susp`amnal ybur r`gjnty jbal `abulc tb `xp`rn`ak` jn` tcrbulc gabtc`r s`t b `y`s. Glgna, c`grt`jt jnst`anal ns abt gibut glr``f`at. N kga kcbbs` tb uam`rstgam cbw ybu s`` g lnv`a sntugtnba wntcbut cgvnal tb glr`` wntc ybu. Dbr fgay, tcns ns g br`nla kbak`pt, snak` jnst`anal tb i` uam`rstbbm ns rgmnkgjjy mn`r`at rbf jnst`anal tb uam`rstgam. C`grt`jt jnst`anal s``hs bajy tb uam`rstgam gam tb r``kt tcgt uam`rstgamnal. J`t„s jbbh gt `xgfpj` b cbw tcns ns mba`. [uppbs` ybur fgt` ns wntcmrgwa gam sujj`a. Lnv`a tc` gkt tcgt ybu„v` kc`gt`m ba ybur fgt`, ybu gssuf` ybu habw tc` prbij`f. \c`a ybu gsh wcgt„s wrbal, c` br sc` r`pjn`s, ‚Abtcnal, `v`rytcnal ns a`.‖ Iut jgt`r na tc` `v`anal (gibut i`mtnf`) ybur fgt` i`lnas tb bp`a up5 ‚N„f `figrrgss`m `figrrgss`m wc`a N lb but na puijnk i`kgus` N„f N„f grgnm `v`ryibmy habws wcgt w`„r` lbnal tcrbulc. N habw tc`y„r` eumlnal f` br stgynal wntc ybu, br tc`y ``j pnty br f`, gam N mba„t habw wcgt tb mb tb scgh` tcgt ``jnal.‖ Cbw wbujm ybu r`spbam2 •
‚Mba„t ‚Mba„t wbrry gibut nt. N„f sur` abibmy habws, gam `v`a n tc`y mb tc`y„r` abt eumlnal ybu.‖
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‚Eust cbjm ybur c`gm up cnlc. N„f N„f sur` tc`y„r` abt `v`a tcnahnal gibut ybu.‖
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‚\cgt fgh`s ybu tcnah tc`y„r` tc`y„r` `v`a tcnahnal gibut ybu2 Mnm sbf`ba` jbbh gt ybu na g strgal` wgy2 Cgv` ybu
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c`grm gay lbssnp gibut wcgt p`bpj` gr` sgynal gibut us2‖ •
‚\`jj, n tc`y gr` tgjhnal ‚\`jj, tgjh nal gibut ybu, N„f sur` tc`y gmfnr` ybur kburgl` br wgjhnal tcrbulc tcns wntc f`.‖
Gjj b tc`s` kbujm i` typnkgj r`spbas`s, iut aba` b tc`f gr` igs`m ba c`grt`jt jnst`anal gam ga gtt`fpt gtt`fpt tb uam`rstgam ybur fgt`. •
‚Mba„t ‚Mba„t wbrry gibut nt. N„f sur` abibmy habws, gam `v`a n tc`y mb tc`y„r` abt eumlnal ybu.‖ ]ns wbujm i` ga `vgjugtnal br br g eumlnal g eumlnal r`spbas` r`spbas` igs`m ba ybur vgju`s gam ybur a``ms.
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‚Eust cbjm ybur c`gm up cnlc, N„f N„f sur` tc`y„r` abt `v`a tcnahnal gibut ybu.‖ ]ns ns gmvnsnal rbf rbf ybur pbnat b vn`w br a``ms.
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‚\cgt fgh`s ybu tcnah tc`y„r` `v`a tcnahnal gibut ybu2 Mnm sbf`ba` jbbh gt ybu na g strgal` wgy2 Cgv` ybu c`grm gay lbssnp gibut wcgt p`bpj` gr` sgynal gibut us2‖ ]ns r`spbas` ns prbinal br nabrfgtnba nabrfgtnba ybu ``j ns nfpbrtgat.
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‚\`jj n tc`y gr` tgjhnal ‚\`jj tgjh nal gibut ybu, N„f sur` tc`y gmfnr` ybur kburgl` br wgjhnal tcrbulc tcns wntc f`.‖ ]ns ns nat`rpr`tnal wcgt„s wcgt„s cgpp`anal wntc cns br c`r rn`ams.
N ybu cgv` g t`am`aky tb r`spbam na tc` wgys eust f`atnba`m, tc`a ybu„r` abt lnvnal ybur fgt` uam`rstgamnal. Nast`gm ybu„r` trynal tb i` uam`rstbbm. Lrgat`m, ybu fgy i` trynal tb i` c`jpuj, iut br ybur fgt` nt sukhs tc` v`ry gnr but b tc` rbbf. Na mbnal w cgt w` tcnah ns i`st br tc`f, w` `vgjugt`, `vgjugt`, gmvns`, prbi`, gmvns`, prbi`, br br nat`rpr`t rbf bur bwa r`gjnty i`kgus` w` ‚habw‖ n tc`y kbujm s`` tcnals rbf bur p`rsp`ktnv`, knrkufstgak`s knrkufstgak`s wbujm gutbfgtnkgjjy nfprbv`. [b eust cbw mb`s g c`grt`jt r`spbas` wbrh2 b i`lna, r``kt igkh wcgt ybur spbus` ns ``jnal, tb c`jp cnf br c`r ``j uam`rstbbm. D``jnals gr` tc` jgalugl` b tc` c`grt. \` kga mnsglr`` gjj mgy jbal gibut bur bpnanbas br p`rsp`ktnv`s, iut wc`a nt kbf`s tb ``jnals, tc`y eust gr`. ghnal tc` tnf` tb uam`rstgam sbf`ba`„s c`grt kgrrn`s fbr` w`nlct tcga eust glr``nal wntc wcgt tcgt p`rsba tcnahs. tcna hs. ^bu ^bu fnlct 943
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i` gij` tb r``kt igkh wcgt N sgy br `v`a t`jj f` ybu uam`rstgam, iut iut uatnj N d``j ybu ybu uam`rstgam fy p`rsp`ktnv`, fy c`grt wba„t ``j g kbaa`ktnba wntc ybu. Dbr `xgfpj`, n ybur fgt` sgys, ‚N„f `figrrgss`m wc`a N lb but na puijnk i`kgus` N tcnah `v`ryibmy habws wcgt w`„r` w`„r` lbnal tcrbulc. N habw tc`y„r` eumlnal f` br stgynal wntc ybu, br tc`y ``j pnty br f`, gam N mba„t habw wcgt tb mb tb scgh` tcgt ``jnal.‖ Na c`grt`jt jnst`anal, ybu wbujm i`lna iy stgtnal wcgt (s)c`„s ``jnal sb tcgt (s)c` ``js uam`rstbbm5 ‚\cgt N„v` N„v` mba` ns r`gjjy scgf`uj, gam ybu gr` wbrrn`m gibut wcgt p`bpj` gr` tcnahnal. ^bu mba„t habw cbw tb kgjf tc` gaxn`ty ybu ``j na puijnk.‖ ([)c` fnlct r`spbam, ‚^`gc, wc`a p`bpj` jbbh gt f` N kga„t c`jp iut tcnah tc`y habw. ]gt trnll`rs ga `fbtnbagj bbm wcnkc tgh`s f` mbwa g pgtc N mba„t wgat tb trgv`j.‖ G c`grt`jt r`spbas` wbujm r``kt igkh, ‚Eust tc` gkt tcgt p`bpj` fgh` `y` kbatgkt kgus`s ybu tb `xp`rn`ak` tc` pgna kr`gt`m iy fy i`trgygj.‖ ([)c` fnlct sgy y`s gam tc`a t c`a `xpr`ss m``p`r ``jnals, br (s)c` fnlct sgy, ‚\`jj, abt `xgktjy. \cgt N r`gjjy f`ga ns . . .‖ ]ns gjjbws g kj`gr`r pnktur` b wcgt (s)c` `xp`rn`ak`s wc`a (s)c`„s na puijnk tb i` pgnat`m. N ybu lb igkh gam r`vn`w tc` nantngj `xgfpj`, `xgfpj`, ybu„jj s`` tcgt aba` b tcbs` r`spbas`s gr` kgpgij` b `jnkntnal tc` r`sujts tcgt g c`grt`jt r`spbas` kr`gt`m. \c`a lnvnal g c`grt`jt r`spbas`, ibtc ybu gam ybur fgt` lgna g lr`gt`r uam`rstgamnal b wcgt ybur fgt` ns tcnahnal gam ``jnal. J`t„s J`t„s tgh` gabtc`r `xgfpj` tb scbw tc` mn`r`ak` i`tw``a bur ttypnkgj ypnkgj r`spbas` gam g c`grt`jt r`spbas`. ^bu„r` mrnvnal mbwa tc` rbgm gam ybur k`jj pcba` rnals. \c`a ybu gasw`r, ybur fgt` sgys, ‚N eust cgm ga nfgl` b ybu gam ybur ggnr pgrta`r cgvnal s`x.‖ s`x.‖ ^bu r`spbam iy sgynal, ‚N„f sb sbrry tcgt cgpp`a`m tb ybu.‖ ^bur fgt` r`spbams, ‚Ab ybu„r` abt. ^bu cgv` ab nm`g wcgt tcns ``js jnh`.‖ ‚Cbw kga ybu sgy tcgt2‖ ybu r`spbam, ‚Gd`r tc` c`jj ybu put f` tcrbulc br tc` pgst `nlct fbatcs2‖ ‚^bu„r` sb s`j-k`at`r`m, nt„s gjwgys gibut ybu. ^bu„jj a`v`r i` gij` tb
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uam`rstgam cbw ybu„v` curt f`.‖ Gt tc` `am b tc` kbav`rsgtnba, ybu„r` urnbus tcgt ybur fgt` eust runa`m ybur p`r`ktjy p `r`ktjy lbbm mgy. mgy. J`t„s gagjyz` tcns nat`rgktnba. ^bu„r` mrnvnal mbwa tc` rbgm gam ybur k`jj pcba` rnals. \c`a ybu gasw`r, ybur fgt` sgys, ‚N eust cgm ga nfgl` b ybu gam ybur ggnr pgrta`r cgvnal s`x.‖ ‚N„f sb sbrry tcgt cgpp`a`m tb ybu.‖ ]ns ns nat`rpr`tnal . Ygtc`r tcga trynal tb uam`rstgam wcgt ybur fgt` ns `xp`rn`aknal, nff`mngt`jy ybu eufp tb wcgt ybu tcnah tc` sbjutnba sbjutnba ns i`br` mnglabsnal mnglabsnal tc` prbij`f. Cbw bd`a mb w` try tb sfbbtc tcnals bv`r rgtc`r tcga eust jnst`anal gam trynal tb uam`rstgam2 ^bur fgt` r`spbams, ‚Ab ybu„r` abt. ^bu cgv` ab nm`g wcgt tcns ``js jnh`.‖ ‚Cbw kga ybu sgy tcgt2‖ ybu r`spbam, ‚Gd`r tc` c`jj ybu put f` tcrbulc br tc` jgst `nlct fbatcs2‖ ]ns ns gmvnsnal rbf rbf ybur pbnat b vn`w br rbf ybur ybur a``ms. \cgt wbujm cgpp`a n ybu us`m g c`grt`jt r`spbas`2 ^bu„r` mrnvnal mbwa tc` rbgm gam ybur k`jj pcba` rnals. \c`a ybu gasw`r, gasw`r, ybur fgt` sgys, ‚N eust cgm ga nfgl` b ybu gam ybur ggnr pgrta`r cgvnal s`x.‖ s`x.‖ ^bu r`spbam wntc, ‚^bur mgy wgs eust ijbwa up iy g f`fbry b wcgt N cgv` mba`.‖ ‚Gisbjut`jy,‖ ybur fgt` r`spbams, ‚N wgs wgtkcnal tc` hnms gam tcgt stupnm nfgl` eust wr`kh`m fy mgy.‖ ‚[b ybu„r` ybu„r` r`s`atuj tcgt fy pgst gktnbas h``p spbnjnal wcgt bulct tb i` lbbm tnf`s br ybu2‖ ‚^`s, iut N habw tcns ns fy prbij`f abw, N eust mba„t habw cbw tb fbv` i`ybam nt,‖ ybur fgt` gasw`rs. ^bu kbatnau` tb r``kt tcbs` ``jnals iy sgynal, ‚[b ybu ``j igm gibut j`ttnal tcns stu stnjj g`kt ybu2‖ ‚N mb, iut N cbp` ybu kga i` pgtn`at wntc f` gs N wbrh tcrbulc tcns. Mb ybu cgv` gay sull`stnbas gs tb wcgt N kga mb tb c`jp kbatrbj tcns2‖ ‚N gf abt sur`. [bf`tnf`s N l`t r`s`atuj i`kgus` ybur kgjjs nat`rrupt fy p`r`ktjy lbbm mgy. Iut N„f i`lnaanal tb r`gjnz` tcgt ybur mgy l`ts
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nat`rrupt`m fujtnpj` tnf`s iy natrusnv` tcbulcts N kr`gt`m iy fy s`jsc gktnbas. Nt„s cgrm tb gmfnt, iut N„f galry gt ybu br sbf`tcnal N mnm.‖ Gt tcns pbnat, iy usnal c`grt`jt jnst`anal, ybu„v` bp`a`m g kbastruktnv` mngjblu` br ibtc ybu gam ybur fgt` ba tc` r`gjnty b tc` natrusnv` tcbulcts. C`grt`jt jnst`anal ns gibut trynal tb uam`rstgam tc` m``p`r f`ganal b wcgt tc` btc`r pgrty ns kbffuankgtnal. Ygtc`r tcga r`p`gtnal wbrms, s``h tb bis`rv` ybur fgt`„s ibmy jgalugl` gam na`ktnba, gam jnst`a br ``jnals. C`grt`jt jnst`anal ns igs`m ba r`sp`kt. Jnst`anal @x`rkns` 75 I`lna iy eust j`granal tb jnst`a. @gkc bd ybu wnjj tgh` v` fnaut`s tb tgjh gibut wcgt`v`r ybu wbujm jnh`. ]c` bajy ruj` ns, ybu cgv` tb sp`gh drbf tc` p`rsp`ktnv` bd ‚N d``j...‖ gam ybu„r` dbrinmm`a drbf usnal ‚ybu‖ stgt`f`ats. [`t tc` tnf`r dbr v` fnaut`s, gam wcnj` tc` rst pgrty ns sp`ghnal, tc` jnst`a`r ns tb r`fgna snj`at gam kga bajy jnst`a dbr tc` dujj v` fnaut`s. ]c`a tc` twb bd ybu gr` tb swntkc. Nd ibtc bd ybu gr` stnjj `fbtnbagjjy kgjf, tc`a tc` a`xt p`rsba sp`ghs dbr v` fnaut`s gam tc` fgt` eust jnst`as, fghnal ab r`spbas`. Y`f`fi`r tcgt tc` p`rsba sp`ghnal ns tb sp`gh drbf tc` p`rsp`ktnv` bd ‚N d``j...‚ gam abt us` ‚ybu‖ stgt`f`ats. stg t`f`ats. Nd tc` twb bd ybu gr` `fbtnbagjjy kcgrl`m gdt`r tc` rst p`rsba sp`ghs, tgh` g v`-fnaut` ir`gh i`dbr` kbatnaunal wntc tc` `x`rkns`.
Jnst`anal @x`rkns` 95 Gsh ybur fgt` tb tgjh gibut g ibut tc`nr kbak`ras. Gs ybu jnst`a, r``kt igkh wcgt ybu i`jn`v` tc`y gr` d``jnal. ^bu gr` abt tb r``kt kbat`at, bajy wcgt ybu i`jn`v` tc`y fnlct i` d``jnal . Nd tc`y sgy, ‚N„f wbrrn`m gibut wc`tc`r br abt bur fgrrngl` wnjj fgh` nt,‖ ybu fnlct r`spbam, ‚^bu cgv` gaxn`ty gibut tc` dutur`.‖ Kbatnau` trynal tb r``kt tc` d``jnal i`cnam `gkc stgt`f`at tc`y fgh`. ]gh` ]gh` turas jnst`anal gam r``ktnal.
_grtnknpgt` na ybur w``hjy lrbup f``tnal. I` sur` ybu cgv` ybur ‚]rutc ‚]rutc na Jbv`‖ jnsts tb scgr`, gam gjsb i` pr`pgr`m tb scgr` scg r` gibut ybur `x`rkns`s drbf tc` ‚Grt bd Jnst`anal Grtnkj`‖.
\``h 7? | ]rutc na Jbv` 9<7
Kbakjusnba ]gah ybu br tghnal g cul` st`p na kbffuankgtnal tc` trutc na jbv` wntc ybur spbus`. ^bu„v` abw fgm` nt tcrbulc t`a w``hs b tcns r`kbv`ry kburs`, gam ybu„r` ba tc` pgtc tb c`gjnal, wc`tc`r ybu gam ybur fgt` `v`atugjjy r`kbaknj` br abt. Cbw`v`r, prblr`ss kga i` stbpp`m n `ntc`r b ybu r`v`rt igkh tb pr`vnbus pgtt`ras b i`cgvnbr gam kbffuankgtnba. [b a`xt w``h w` wnjj i`lna tb jbbh gt cbw tb pr`v`at g r`jgps` na ybur r`jgtnbascnp.
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\``h 7? | ]rutc na Jbv` 9<;
