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lvlrcd ylcrs coi ct ch LJQ _llnlh`, c saklhtkst rij Ctdchtc, Olirokc, acjl up ti jl celr tlddkho mks stiry ch` khirjl` jl ml `k`h‛t tmkhn K‛` mcvl c adul miw ti mldp mkj. K tid` mkj tmct wcs pisskbdl, p isskbdl, but K `k` mcvl c saklhal qulstkih K wcs mipkho ml aiud` mldp jl wktm. K tid` mkj jy sih wcs tcnkho amljkstry, ch` wl wlrl mcvkho ch croujlht cbiut saklhtkffia jltmi`idioy. K csnl` k ml‛` jkh` lxpdckhkho tmct prialss ti jl. Ml sck` yiu blokh blo kh wktm tml t ml stctljlht i tml pribdlj iddiwl` by c
mypitmlsks ti lxpdckh wmy tml pribdlj lxksts. Hlxt yiu `lvldip ch lxplrkjlht ti vlrky yiur mypitmlsks. Pl rlsudts i tml lxplrkjlht crl ibslrvl`, ch` aihaduskihs aihaduskihs crl `rcwh rij ibslrvl` rlsudts. —Miw jchy jchy tkjls `ils tml lxplrkjlht mcvl ti ckd blirl kt `ksprivls `ksprivls tml mypitmlsks9‚ K csnl`. —Ihdy ihal,‚ ml rlpdkl`. —Plh K‛j aihusl`.‚ —K tmkhn tmct‛s prltty strckomtirwcr`,‚ ml sck`. —_mct‛s tml pribdlj9‚ —_ldd, caair`kho ti tml dkl stiry yiu tid` tmks jirhkho, yiu‛vl ruh tml scjl lxplrkjlht kh yiur dkl tmrll tkjls ch` kt‛s ckdl` lcam tkjl. Miw jchy tkjls `i yiu pdch ti ruh tml scjl lxplrkjlht blirl caalptkho tmct yiur mypitmlsks ks wriho9‚ —Oit jl,‚ ml sck`, —but K stkdd lld tmct wmct w mct K‛j `ikho wkdd wirn ch` K pdch ih ruhhkho tmct lxplrkjlht slvlrcd jirl tkjls.‚ —_ldd, ct dlcst ir tml scnl i saklhtkffia khtlorkty,‚ K rlspih`l`, —k tml lxplrkjlht aihtkhuls ti ckd, wiud` yiu ct dlcst aihsk`lr tmct jcybl yiur uh`lrstch`kho i wmy ks ks flcwl`9‚ K nhiw tmct tlddkho yiur stiry ch` `lcdkho wktm tml lhsukho qulstkihs wcs c `kfiaudt ch` amcddlhokho lxplrklhal. [iu [iu jcy lvlh bl wih`lrkho k tmks prialss ks wirtm kt. rust rust jl, tioltmlr wl wkdd jcnl kt tmriuom, ch` yiu ch` yiur spiusl wkdd bl ih tml wcy ti `ksaivlrkho wmct yiur jcrrkcol ach bl rij tmks pikht irwcr`. [iu mcvl hiw jivl` blyih` wmct mcs mcpplhl` ch` ch` ach hiw blokh ti lxpdirl wmy kt mcpplhl` .
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Rlcamkho tmlsl oicds khvidvls ffirst `ltlrjkhkho wmct ks wriho. Qidvkho tml wriho pribdlj rcrldy dlc`s ti c rkomt sidutkih. Pks amcptlr wkdd mldp lxpdckh wmy tmks ks mcpplhkho kh ir`lr ti mldp yiu slt c jirl pri`uatkvl aiursl. aiursl. _l _l wkdd lxpdirl tml Ayadl i Eckdurl ti `ksaivlr wmy wmct wl‛rl `ikho `ilsh‛t wirn. _mct ks kt tmct nllps us trcppl` kh c aihtkhuius ayadl i piir amikals ch` rlorlts9 Blokhhkho tml prialss i c``rlsskho c bltrcycd ks pckhud, aihuskho, ch` `ksturbkho. Eir stcrtlrs, tmlrl ks pribcbdy hi lvlht kh jcrrkcol tmct pri`uals suam c arktkacd turhkho pikht. Eir jchy, jchy, bltrcycd skohcds tml `ljksl i c `rlcj ch` tml cppcrlht lh` i tml rldctkihsmkp. rldctkihsmkp. Uiws Uiws crl brinlh, trust `lstriyl`, ch` mlcrts smcttlrl`. smcttlrl`. —‛kdd —‛ kdd `lctm `i us pcrt‚ mcs hiw bllh chhkmkdctl`. _mlrl `i wl oi rij mlrl9‚ Pks wlln ks cbiut chswlrkho tmlsl t mlsl qulstkihs ch` itmlrs. _l _l blokh ti lxpdirl tml pctm i rlaivlry ch` uhaivlr tml chswlr ti wmy . _ktmiut chswlrs ti tmlsl qulstkihs, kt ks `kfiaudt ti ffih` mipl i chy nkh`. i blokh, dlt jl cssurl yiu miw hirjcd kt ks ti lld yiu crl ih ch ljitkihcd riddlr aicstlr. Jchy catirs cstlat rlaivlry, but tmlrl crl jchy aijjih kssuls yiu‛dd ffih` tmct yiu smcrl wktm itmlrs kh yiur oriup. [iu‛rl hit cdihl, ch` tmlrl crl itmlrs wmi crl dknl dk nl yiu. Jksuh`lrstch`kho Jksuh`lrstch`kho wmct ks hirjcd ch` wmct ks hit hirjcd orlctdy aijpdkactls aijpdkactls tml mlcdkho prialss. K tml uhcktmud spiusl ckds ti uh`lrstch` tml pctm i rlaivlry ir tml murt spiusl, tmlh ml ir sml jcy jkstcnl tml murt spiusl‛s hcturcd rlspihsls cs puhksmjlht. K lktmlr spiusl ckds ti uh`lrstch` tml pctm i rlaivlry ir tml itmlr plrsih, tmlh tml rlsudt ks c stctl i aihuskih, hit nhiwkho wmltmlr ir hit priorlss ks blkho jc`l.
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`ldkty stcrts wktm uh`lrstch`kho tmlrl crl judtkpdl acusls. Qijl plipdl jkomt scy, scy, —K K mc`h‛t bllh jkslrcbdl kh jy jcrrkcol, K hlvlr wiud`‛vl amlctl`,‚ ir —K nhlw K‛` jc`l c jkstcnl tml `cy wl jcrrkl`.‚ Pl —wmys‚ i khffi`ldkty crl catucddy cr jirl aijpdlx. Khffi`ldkty ks dknl c tmrll-dlool` t mrll-dlool` stiid. Kt ks pisskbdl tmct jcrktcd kssuls aiud` b l cs juam cs ihl tmkr` i tml t ml pribdlj, but hlvlr jirl tmch tmct. Lvlh jcrrkcol tmlrcpksts rlqulhtdy jcnl tml jkstcnl i prkjcrkdy iauskho ih jcrktcd kssuls, tmlrlby bdcjkho tml jcrrkcol ir tml khffi`ldkty. khffi`ldkty. Pct cppricam udtkjctldy bdcjls tml vkatkj ch` jcnls tml bltrcyl` spiusl tml pribdlj. _mkdl tml jcrrkcol jkomt bl ti bdcjl kh pcrt ir tml khffi`ldkty, itmlr catirs aijl khti pdcy. Pct cppricam udtkjctldy bdcjls tml vkatkj ch` jcnls tml murt spiusl tml pribdlj. ypkacddy iauskho ih tml jcrrkcol rldctkihsmkp rldctkihsmkp privls ti bl khlstlatkvl, blacusl twi-tmkr`s t wi-tmkr`s i tml pribdlj ks hlvlr c``rlssl`. i lstlatkvldy uh`lrstch` tml —wmy‚ i khffi`ldkty, khffi`ldkty, wl just vklw kt rij tml plrsplap lrsplatkvl i cdd tmrll t mrll aihtrkbutkho catirs7 (3) plrsihcd bcoocol, (2) audturl, ch` (1) jcrrkcol ktsld. Pl ffirst dlo i tmct stiid ks plrsihcd bcoocol. wi plipdl ach bl kh c diusy jcrrkcol, but typkacddy ihdy ihl mcs ch cstckr. cstckr. Iur plrsihcd p lrsihcd bcoocol `ltlrjkhls wmltmlr bltrcycd wkdd bl iur blmcvkir i amikal wmlh wl crl squllzl`. Pl slaih` dlo ks audturl. Miw iur audturl vklws biuh`crkls ch` `ltlrjkhls wmct ks caalptcbdl blmcvkir arlctls arlctls c rkam lhvkrihjlht wktmkh wmkam cstckrs ach iaaur. iaaur. Pl tmkr` catir ks jcrrkcol ktsld. Qi k jcrrkcol ks ihdy ihl-tmkr` ti bdcjl, ch` k yiu wcht ti uh`lrstch` wmy, wmy, yiu mcvl ti diin ct tmlsl t mlsl judtkpdl siurals. _l _l wkdd lxpdirl cdd tmrll i tmlsl ct `kstlrlht pikhts tmriuomiut tmks aiursl. Kh _lln _lln ? wl wkdd diin ct jcrrkcol ch` kts aihtrkbutkih ti tml wmy i khffi`ldkty. _l‛dd lxcjkhl sijl aihtrkbutkho catirs tmct jcrrkcols pri`ual, suam cs aihflkat ch` khtkjcay cvik`chal. Plh kh _lln 33 wl wkdd lxpdirl tml audturcd rlcsihs, khadu`kho jl`kc khflulhal ch` biuh`crkls. Pks wlln wl wkdd stcrt lxpdirkho iur tmrll-dlool` stiid by aihsk`lrkho plrsihcd bcoocol.
Bcoocol Miw `i yiu `lcd wktm lldkhos9 K K‛j kh c dkldlss jcrrkcol ch` cj `lsplrctl ti olt jy hll`s jlt, jy `ruo i amikal jkomt bl flkrtkho ch` mcvkho itmlrs rlspih`. Kt jkomt bl pirhiorcpmy, pristktutls, ir cdaimid. Rlocr`dlss, jy prllrrl` wcy i jlltkho tmisl hll`s wkdd `rkvl jy blmcvkir. Kh tmks amcptlr wl‛rl oikho ti lxpdirl miw yiu oit mlrl. Pl bcoocol dlo i iur khffi`ldkty stiid ks tml —plrsihcd‚ wmy. wmy. Pks khadu`ls pcst pcttlrhs i aipkho ch` rlcatkho, ch` tml t ml bdkh`lrs arlctl` by c aiupdl‛s jcrktcd mkstiry. Lcam pcrty aijls ti jcrrkcol wktm mks ir mlr iwh =5
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uhkqul slt i bcoocol. bcoo col. Jist plipdl, miwlvlr, miwlvlr, crl bdkh` ti tmct t mct cat, lsplakcddy kh tml blokhhkho. blokhhk ho. \haihsakius \haihsakius pcttlrhs i rlcatkho ti itmlrs kh iur pcst jcy prlvlht us rij ffih`kho hlw ch` hlalsscry pcttlrhs i rlspihsl kh iur jcrrkcol. Eckdurl ti prcylruddy lxcjkhl iur iwh blmcvkirs, rlslhtjlhts, ch` rlspihsl pcttlrhs `lstkhls us ti rlplct tml scjl jkstcnls. Iur bcoocol `ltlrjkhls iur lldkhos. Iur lldkhos `ih‛t `ih‛t hlalsscrkdy rlfllat tml trutm, tr utm, but tmly `i caaurctldy rlfllat wmct wl bldklvl. Kt‛s gust tmct wmct wl bldklvl ksh‛t cdwcys trul. C ctmlr tlddkho mks sih ml‛s c dislr `ilsh‛t `ilsh‛t jcnl tml biy c dislr, dislr, but k ml bldklvls wmct mks ctmlr scys, tmlh ml wkdd alrtckhdy lld dknl c dislr ch` splh` tml rlst i mks dkl strkvkho ti privl ml ks hit‐ir hlvlr trykho tr ykho ct cdd blacusl ml bldklvls kt‛s kt‛s usldlss. C skx-ylcr-id` skx-ylcr-id` wmi ks slxucddy cbusl` jcy lld tml cbusl ks mlr cudt, ch` wmkdl hitmkho aiud` bl urtmlr urt mlr rij tml trutm, sml wkdd stkdd lld tmkhos crl mlr cudt lvlh tmiuom tmct‛s hit tml acsl. Lvlh plrsihcdkty typls cdd khti tml bcoocol actloiry ch` mcvl c dit ti `i wktm wmy wl amiisl tml tmkhos t mkhos wl `i. K tml biy (wmisl `c` tid` mkj ml‛s c dislr) ks wmct K acdd c `ilr, tmlh ml‛dd rlspih` by jcnkho c jkddkih `iddcrs by tml tkjl ml‛s 16, gust ti privl @c` wriho. Miwlvlr, k ml‛s c lldlr, ml jkomt turh ti wijlh ir vcdk`ctkih tmct ml‛s hit c dislr. Kh c``ktkih, jcrktcd mkstiry cdsi aijpdkactls rlaivlry. _l vklw iur jctls tmriuom tml mkstirkacd dlhs i iur jcrrkcol. Pl diholr tml jcrrkcol, tml jirl iur bldkls cbiut iur jctls crl aljlhtl` khti pdcal. Plh kt blaijls `kfiaudt ti aihsk`lr hlw pisskbkdktkls i jlchkho kh miw iur jctl rlspih`s ti us, blacusl wl tmiuomt wl nhlw cdd tmlrl wcs ti nhiw cbiut iur spiusl. _l khstkhatkvldy cttrkbutl jitkvl ch` jlchkho ti iur jctl‛s catkihs bcsl` ih iur pcst mkstiry tioltmlr. Pks ks wmy c oriup prialss ks arktkacd. Kt‛s juam lcsklr ti sll tml rlcdkty i wmct ks mcpplhkho wktm itmlr aiupdls tmch kt ks kh ihl‛s iwh jcrrkcol. Kh tml itmlr aiupdls, yiu wkdd sll tmlkr khtlhtkihs, tmlkr struoodls, ch` tmlkr priorlss juam jirl jirl adlcrdy tmch kh yiur iwh jcrrkcol. Diinkho ct itmlr plipdl, yiu ach sll kh rlcd tkjl wktmiut tml `kstirtkho dlhs i mkstiry. Plh yiu ach turh tmks hlw dlhs ih yiur iwh jcrktcd mkstiry ch` `ksaivlr wmlrl yiu‛vl hit sllh adlcrdy. Qi wmlrl crl tml chswlrs9 Kt jcy sllj cdd yiu mcvl rkomt hiw crl qulstkihs. _l _l wkdd blokh ti privk`l tml pctmwcy ti chswlrs tmks wlln. Bl cwcrl, tmks ks gust c stcrt. _l wkdd lxpdirl sijl i wmct ks hirjcd cs wldd cs
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sijl i tml plrsihcd rlcsihs wmy khffi`ldkty iaaurs. [iur [iur blst rlsiurals kh ffih`kho chswlrs jcy wldd bl itmlr pcrtkakpchts kh yiur oriup. Ct tml scjl tkjl, rljljblr tml chswlrs crl hit tml scjl ir lcam aiupdl. Lcam aiupdl mcs uhkqul amcrcatlrkstkas tmct rlqukrl c uhkqul pctm p ctm i rlaivlry. rlaivlry. Qi tmlrl ks hi lxcat rlakpl, but wl wkdd privk`l olhlrcd ouk`ldkhls ti aihsk`lr ih yiur giurhly.
Ayadl ie Eckdurl _l crl arlctl` ti bl —ihl cs.‚ Kh Gimh 3?, Glsus prcyl`, —Ectmlr . . . tmct tmly jcy bl ihl cs wl crl ihl‚ (v. 33, HKU). 3 Plrl‛ Plrl‛s cr jirl ti tmct rlqulst tmch jllts tml lyl. l yl. Ji`lrh psyamidioy mcs aihffirjl` wmct tml bkbdkacd tlxt mcs diho `ladcrl`. _l wlrl jc`l ti bl ihl. _l wlrl jc`l ti bl kh uhkih wktm chitmlr. chitmlr. Pks hll` ir cttcamjlht cttcamjlht ks cs arktkacd cs iur hll` ir ckr ch` wctlr. Eir lxcjpdl, wmct‛s tml wirsl puhksmjlht okvlh ti mujchs9 Qidktcry aihffihljlht. Iur hll` ir aihhlatkih ks si priiuh` tmct wktmiut kt wl wkdd lvlhtucddy oi khschl ch` `kl. _l _l achhit survkvl wktmiut cttcamjlht. Pks `rkvl ir aihhlatkih ks alhtrcd ti iur `lskrl ti jctl ir dkl. _l cdd diho ti nhiw tmct wl‛rl kjpirtcht ti sijlihl> tmct wl rlcddy jcttlr ti mkj ir mlr. Ihdy pribdlj ks, iur jctls `ih‛t cdwcys okvl us tml psyamidiokacd ckr wl si `lsplrctldy hll`, ch` wmlh tmlkr catkihs ir wir`s dlcvl us lldkho tmct wl `ih‛t jcttlr, wl lxplrklhal wmct tml lxplrts acdd cttcamjlht `kstrlss. `kstrlss. _l lxplrklhal tml scjl prkjcd pchka ch 3=-jihtm-id` llds wmlh Jij ir @c` wcdns iut i tml riij, dlcvkho tml amkd` lldkho rldctkihcddy c`rke. @llp wktmkh wl lld `kssctksffil`, ljpty, ir uhudffiddl`. Miw wl rlspih` ti tmct slhsl i `ksaihhlatkih ch` ljptkhlss rlfllats iur plrsihcd bcoocol. _mlh itmlrs ckd ti jllt iur hll`s, miw `i wl rlspih`9 @i wl aihtkhul ti divl tmlj kh spktl i wmct wl plralkvl ti bl c ckdurl i tmlkr divkho us9 Miw `i wl try ti ffidd tml vik` kh iur dkl dle by uhjlt hll`s9 _mi wl crl `ltlrjkhls tml jlamchksj wl usl ti ffidd iur uhjlt hll`s. Kt‛s skjpdl ir ch 3=-jihtm-id`‐tml ihdy cvckdcbdl rlspihsl ks pktamkho c ffit‐but cs wl col, wl `lvldip itmlr prllrlhals prllrlhals ir jlltkho iur hll`s. Eir sijl kt jkomt bl smippkho ir jctlrkcd oii`s> itmlrs jkomt diin ti cdaimid ir `ruos> stkdd itmlrs diin ir vcdk`ctkih. Lcam plrsih ks uhkqul, ch` wmlh wmct wl‛rl diinkho ti ir dkl ch` udffiddjlht `ilsh‛t wirn, tmlh kt‛s hit diho blirl wl blokh slcramkho ir sijltmkho `kstlrlht. [iu jcy wih`lr wmy wl rllr ti ckdurl cs c —ayadl.‚ Kh aijjkttl` rldctkihsmkps, wl
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jcnl ch corlljlht iut i divl ti cat kh iur pcrthlr‛s blst khtlrlst. _mlh wl brlcn tmct corlljlht, wl bltrcy iur rldctkihsmkp, rldctkihsmkp, catkho kh iur iwh khtlrlst rctmlr tmch tmct i iur jctl. K wl acrl cbiut mkj ir mlr ch` tml rldctkihsmkp, tmlh wl‛dd oi tmriuom c prl`katcbdl, but sijltkjls jkstcnlh, slt i stlps trykho t rykho ti rlstirl tml rldctkihsmkp. rldctkihsmkp. Plsl wriho stlps tmlh slt tml stcol ir aihtkhul` pribdljs. Cdd i us stcrt wktm c vkskih i wmi wl crl ch` wmlrl wl crl oikho. K wcht ti bl c divkho musbch`. K wcht ti bl c divkho `c`. K wcht ti bl c jch i Oi`. Jy mlcrt wcs ti divl Qtlpmchkl. But cs wl oi cdiho, dkl mcpplhs. Ch` cs dkl mcpplhs, wl blokh ti olt squllzl` wmlh dkl `ilsh‛t `ilsh‛t oi tml wcy wl mipl`. Ct tmct jijlht, wl lxplrklhal sijl prltty khtlhsl hll`s. _mlh tmisl hll`s aijl, wl mkt c arissric`s, c twi-amikal `kdljjc. Ihl, wl ach rljckh aihskstlht wktm iur mlcrt ch` amiisl ti acrl cbiut iur jctl ch` bl aihalrhl` ir mkj ir mlr. Ir twi, wl ach iddiw c `crnlr, rioul `lskrl tmct su``lhdy crksls. K yiu‛rl mcppy ch` yiu dknl yiur jcrrkcol ch` yiur dkl, tmlh kt‛s prcojctkacddy sjcrt ti mihir tml aijjktjlhts yiu‛vl yiu‛vl jc`l ti itmlrs, ch` tmlrlirl tml pudd i iddiwkho c `lstruatkvl pctm ksh‛t ksh‛t cs striho. _my wiud` yiu wcht ti jlss up c oii` tmkho9 But k dkl‛s akraujstchals crlh‛t brkhokho tml sctkscatkih ch` mcppkhlss yiu chtkakpctl`, kt wih‛t wih‛t bl diho uhtkd c pcrt i yiu ks tljptl` ti bltrcy yiur `lskrl ti divl ch` tcnl tml rioul pctm tmct slljs ti `i c blttlr b lttlr gib i udffiddkho yiur `lskrls. Ch` ct tmct jijlht, tmisl rioul `lskrls sijlmiw lld rkomt. Mlrl‛s ch lxcjpdl7 _mlh iur ffirst amkd` wcs birh, Qtlpmchkl ch` K acjl up wktm c skjpdl systlj ir hkomt ll`khos. _mlh Jloch wiud` wcnl up, K‛` oi kh ch` amchol mlr `kcplr, `kcplr, tmlh brkho mlr ti Qtlpmchkl ti hursl, wmi wiud` tmlh rlturh mlr ti bl`. K rljljblr ihl hkomt wmlh K winl up mlcrkho tml arykho ar ykho ch` tmiuomt, K hll` ti olt up, amchol mlr `kcplr, ch` brkho mlr ti Qtlpmchkl. But Qtlpmchkl. But kh c flcsm c hlw kjpudsl lhtlrl` jy jkh`. K bloch ti qulstkih wmy K wcs cdwcys c dwcys tml ihl olttkho up wktm Jloch. K mc` ti oi ti wirn ch` mc` hi amchal ti tcnl c hcp, but Qtlpmchkl stcyl` ct mijl ch` mc` c amchal ti rlst `urkho tml `cy. Pl jirl K tmiuomt cbiut kt, tml jirl K aiud`h‛t bldklvl miw sldffism sml wcs. Qml hlvlr hl vlr aihsk`lrl` wmct tmks wcs `ikho ti jl. Qml ihdy tmiuomt i mlrsld ch` mc` hi aihsk`lrctkih aihsk`lrctkih ir jl. K rljkh`l` jysld miw duany sml wcs ti mcvl c musbch` dknl jl wmi wcs wkddkho ti olt up kh tml jk``dl i tml hkomt wlln celr wlln ti mldp tcnl acrl i tmks `ljch`kho bcby. Ach yiu sll miw bltrcykho jy kjpudsl ti mldp Qtlpmchkl dl` jl ti gustky jy catkihs tiwcr` mlr9 K hi diholr scw mlr cs jy wkl, wktm wmij K wcs wirnkho ti rcksl tmks amkd`. K hiw scw mlr cs c tmrlct ti jy mcppkhlss ch` c hloctkvl iral kjpl`kho jy priorlss.
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K wih`lr wmy wl bldklvl bltrcycd ks cbiut itmlrs. Bltrcycd blokhs b lokhs wktm sld. _l ffirst bltrcy iur iwh hcturl, wmkam ks ti divl, wmkam kh turh acusls us ti smke iur iaus rij c aihalrh ir itmlrs ti c sld-alhtlrl` jitkvctkih, jitkvctkih, wmlrl wl blaijl b laijl `lalkvl` cbiut iursldvls ch` itmlrs. Ch` k wl‛rl wl‛rl sld-`lalkvl`, tml wriho tmkho wkdd alrtckhdy lld dknl tml rkomt tmkho. Ihal wl blokh bdcjkho itmlrs ir iur iur akraujstchals, tmlh kt wih wih‛t bl diho uhtkd tml `lskrl ti cat kh tml blst khtlrlst i sld rctmlr tmch tml blst khtlrlst k htlrlst i itmlrs tcnls ivlr. Quam rioul `lskrls crl cdwcys aihtrcry ti divl. _mctlvlr acpturls iur cttlhtkih udtkjctldy acpturls us, ch` iauskho ih wmct‛s wriho wktm iur jctl acusls tmct sldffism `lskrl ti blaijl ch ibslsskih, ir urol, wmkam slljs ti mid` iur tmiuomt t miuomt dkl mistcol. Plsl ibslsskihs vkidctl iur rldctkihsmkps wktm itmlrs ch` sld. Pl amikal i iddiwkho tml wriho `lskrl ayadls khti blmcvkir tmct ks aihtrcry ti iur divl ir iur spiusl. Pks hll` dlc`s ti sld-alhtlrl` tmkhnkho, wmkam dlc`s ti catkho ih tmisl tmiuomts. Plsl tmiuomts tmlh khgurl tmisl wmi mcvl cttcaml` tmlkr dkvls ti iurs. Ch` rljljblr, rljljblr, cdd i tmlsl `lskrls ch` blmcvkirs crl khaihskstlht wktm tml `lskrls wl stcrtl` wktm kh iur mlcrt‐ti bl c alrtckh nkh` i plrsih kh iur rldctkihsmkps. 1.3
Miw `i yiu rlspih` ti tml stctljlht7 stc tljlht7 —Bltrcycd blokhs wktm slde‚9
1.2 Kh wmct wcys mcvl yiu lxplrklhal` wriho `lskrls ayadkho khti blmcvkir
tmct ks aihtrcry ti divl, lktmlr kh yiur jcrrkcol ir kh itmlr rldctkihsmkps9
Pl slaih` mcd i tml t ml ayadl `lcds wktm iur rlspihsl ti wmct wl‛vl wl‛vl `ihl. K wl plralkvl wl‛vl wl‛vl `ihl sijltmkho wriho, wl usucddy lxplrklhal oukdt (—K `k` bc`‚), lcr (—Miw wkdd tml itmlr plrsih hiw rlspih` ti jl9‚), ch` smcjl (—K cj bc`‚). Cs jlhtkihl` blirl, blirl, tmlsl lldkhos crl c rlfllatkih i iur bldkl, but blacusl wl‛vl wl‛vl jivl` khti sld-`lalps ld-`lalptkih rctmlr tmch t mch tcnkho plrsihcd rlspihskbkdkty ir wmct‛s wmct‛s mcpplhl`, wl smke tml bdcjl, tmlrlby gustkykho iur catkihs. K wl blokh bdcjkho itmlrs ir iur catkihs, wl crl rlcddy hi diholr aihalrhl` ir
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tmlj, but rctmlr sll tmlj cs c pribdlj ti aihtrid ch` jchcol. K tmly `ih‛t nhiw wmct‛s wmct‛s oikho ih, tmlh wl mk`l wmct wl‛vl `ihl. `ihl. K tmly olt upslt wktm us, wl try tr y ti sjiitm tmkhos ivlr by tlddkho tmlj wl‛rl wl‛rl sirry ch` trykho tr ykho ti olt tmlj ti irokvl us. Pl ihdy pribdlj ks tmct ihal wl jivl khti sld-`lalptkih, wl crl hi diholr catkho rij c aihalrh ir tmlj, but rctmlr rij c aihalrh ir miw tmly‛rl trlctkho us. Ekhcddy, ti cvik` lldkho smcjl, wl sld-gustky (lxtiddkho iur vkrtul), ch` disl cdd plrsplatkvl i wmct wl‛vl `ihl ch` wmi wl crl. _l tmlh blokh ti —prltlh` hirjcd‚‐catkho cs k hitmkho lvlh mcpplhl`. Ch` wmct mcpplhs ti iur spiusls9 _mlh wl `ksrlocr` tmlj by iur catkihs, tmly olt squllzl` ch` si tmly cal tmlkr t mlkr iwh arissric`s, tmlkr plrsihcd twi-amikal `kdljjc, ch` jcy blokh tmlkr iwh Ayadl i Eckdurl. K tmly bltrcy tmlkr mlcrt by catkho uhdivkhody tiwcr` us, tmlh tmly‛dd bdcjl us ir tmlkr ckdurl, ch` wmlh tmly wiuh` us, wl olt squllzl` ch` wl bdcjl tmlj ir iur hlxt slt i catkihs tmct mcrj tmlj. Lvlhtucddy kt‛s cs k aiupdls blokh ti aiddu`l wktm lcam itmlr ti jckhtckh tml ayadl. Kt‛s hit tmct wl rlcddy wcht iur jctls ti cat cs tmly `i, ylt k tmly wlrl ti qukt bdcjkho us ch` blokh ti ji`ky tmlkr t mlkr blmcvkir, blmcvkir, tmlh wl aiud` hi diholr bdcjl tmlj ti gustky iur blmcvkir. blmcvkir. ypkacddy wl bdcjl lcam itmlr ch` pusm lcam l cam itmlr tmriuom tml ayadl cstlr ch` cstlr. cstlr. _l‛dd tcnl c adislr diin ct tml Ayadl i Eckdurl ih tml hlxt pcol.
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Ayadl ie Eckdurl
Oukdt Rl`uatkih7 Bdcjl Itmlrs - Eiaus ih tmlkr ecudts - Jkhkjkzl tmlkr vkrtul - @lvcdul tmlkr hll`s - Jcnl tmlj tml pribdlj
Elcr Rl`uatkih7 Aihtrid Itmlrs - Jchkpudctl - Aivlr up - Qjiitm ivlr - Eirokvlhlss
Qmcjl Rl`uatkih7 Qlde @lalptkih - Vdcy Ukatkj - Lxtid J[ vkrtul - Jkhkjkzl jy ecudts - Jchcol kjcol - Qlde gustkekactkih - Qlde kjprivljl kjprivljlht ht
Ekourl 1.3 Ayadl ie Eckdurl
Rlrlc` tml Ayadl ie Eckdurl ch` diin ivlr tml orcpmka `lpkatkho kt. Pmlh chswlr tml eiddiwkho qulstkihs aihalrhkho miw yiu ch`/ir yiur spiusl mcvl lxplrklhal` tml Ayadl ie Eckdurl kh yiur dkvls ch` kh yiur jcrrkcol.
1.1 _mct tmkhos kh dkel bloch ti squllzl yiu kh c wcy tmct jc`l yiu
uhsctksffil`9 _mkam ie tmisl dkel akraujstchals cddiwl` yiu ti g ustkey jlltkho yiur hll`s kh tml wriho wcy9
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1.0 1.0 _mct `lakskihs ch` blmcvkirs rlsudtl` erij tmlsl wriho amikals tmct
yiu elld (ir eldt) oukdty ir aihvkatl` cbiut9
Vrltlh` hirjcd ks c irj i sld-`lalptkih wmlrl yiu `lhy yiu mcvl c pribdlj lvlh kh dkomt i tml ihoikho hloctkvl aihslqulhals i yiur blmcvkir. Cs wl scy ct Cstckr Rlaivlry, —K yiu ach‛t caalpt wmlrl yiu‛rl ct yiu ach hlvlr olt ti wmlrl yiu‛rl oikho.‚ _mlh prltlh`kho hirjcd yiu sll itmlrs cs tml pribdlj rctmlr tmch blkho cbdl ti sll yiur pribdlj. Lxcjpdls i —Vrltlh` Hirjcd‚ Hirjcd‚ okvlh by pcst pcrtkakpchts7 pcrt kakpchts7 •
Hit smiwkho ljitkih blacusl K‛j crck` jy jctl wih‛t wih‛t rlspih` ti jy lldkhos, si K stust jy lldkhos ch` prltlh` K‛j incy.
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—Vrltlh` prcykho‚ wktm jy rklh`s, hit blkho mihlst cbiut wmct K‛j struoodkho wktm.
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rykho ti bl dknl itmlr jlh ir wijlh.
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\skho jy nk`s cs cs ch ch lxausl lxausl ir ir hit hit blkho vudhlrcbdl wktm jy jy jctl. jctl.
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lddkho iur nk`s lvlrytmkho ks ffihl, wmlh tmly nhiw sijltmkho ks wriho.
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Vrltlh`kho K corll wktm jy jy jctl, wmlh kh rlcdkty wl‛rl wl‛rl gust cvik`kho aihflkat.
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Oikho ti wirn ch` irolttkho cbiut lvlrytmkho ldsl, ldsl, blacusl tmct‛s tmct‛s wmlrl K mcvl aihtrid.
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Mk`kho jy c``katkih c``katk ih rij jy jctl.
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_cdnkho ih loosmldds gust ti nllp tml plcal.
Dkst ffivl wcys yiu —prltlh` hirjcd‚ ch` cvik` tcnkho plrsihcd rlspihskbkdkty eir yiur catkihs. \sl tml spcal privk`l` ih tml eiddiwkho pcol. Bl prlpcrl` ti smcrl tmlsl kh tmks wlln‛s oriup jlltkho.
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1.< Dkst yiur ffivl wcys ti —prltlh` hirjcd.‚
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1.5 Dkst ffivl elcrs yiu mcvl eir yiur rldctkihsmkp ke yiu aihtkhul kh tml Ayadl
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Elcr Ihl lvlhkho Qtlpmchkl ch` K wlrl trcvldkho ti jy 26-ylcr aiddlol rluhkih. Juska ffiddl` tml acr cs wl dcuoml` cbiut tkjls oihl by. Plrl `k`h‛t sllj ti bl c acrl kh tml wird`‐ wl wlrl jcnkho oii` tkjl ch` diinkho irwcr` ti tml t ml lvlhts i tml lvlhkho ch` tml diho-chtkakpctl` diho-chtkakpctl` rluhkih i id` rklh`s. Plh su``lhdy K ldt tml lhokhl aut iut ch` K qukandy odchal` ct tml ocuols. Pl tljplrcturl ocuol wcs plool` cdd tml wcy ti tml rkomt. Qi juam ir ch uhlvlhtud trkp. Vlrsihcddy, K divl mcvkho —k`kit dkomts‚ ih tml khstrujlht pchld i jy acr. ii ielh K mcvl ckdl` ti hitkal tml wcrhkho skohs kh`kactl` by tml ocuols ih tml `csmbicr`, ihdy ti jkss tml cat tmct jy acr wcs ivlrmlctkho, ir tmct tml ikd prlssurl wcs diw. But okvl jl c oii`, sidk`-rl` k`kit dkomt smkhkho rkomt ct jl ch` K‛dd hitkal kt lvlry tkjl. Elcr catucddy slrvls cs ihl i tml —k`kit — k`kit dkomts‚ ih iur ljitkihcd `csmbicr`. Kt ach ielh bl ch kh`kactkih tmct sijltmkho ks wriho kh tml wcy wl plralkvl c sktuctkih. Qarkpturl scys, —Eir Oi` mcs hit okvlh us c spkrkt i lcr, but i piwlr ch` i divl ch` i c siuh` jkh`‚ 2 kjitmy 37? (HNGU). 2 K hll` ti rlaiohkzl tmct tmlrl crl tkjls wmlh lcr ks khaihskstlht khaihskstlht wktm jy spkrkt dkl. Qi k wl crl hit okvlh tml spkrkt i lcr, lcr, wmct crl tml irkokhs i lcr9 Alrtckhdy tmlrl t mlrl crl tkjls wmlh lcr slrvls us wldd, wcrhkho us i kjplh`kho `cholr. i kohirl lcr wmlh tmlrl ks c tmrlct i pmyskacd mcrj ir ihoikho cbusl wiud` bl iidksm, but tmisl crl hit typkacddy tml t ml sktuctkihs prlslhtl` by bltrcycd. Plrl crl cdsi tkjls wmlh lcr mcs hi diokacd bcsks. Kh tmisl acsls wl mcvl c tlh`lhay ti dkstlh ch` rlspih` ti cdsl ljitkihs rctmlr tmch wmct ks trul. Pks ks lsplakcddy tml acsl wmlh rlaivlrkho rij khffi`ldkty. Cs Dlsdkl Mcr`kl ct CR scys, —_l mcvl c uhkqul wcy i uskho tml pckh i tml pcst ti cjpdky tml lcr i tml uturl.‚ Qi miw `i wl rlspih`9 Pl ffirst pribdlj wktm lcr `lcds wktm ecktm wktm ecktm.. Kt‛s hit tmct chy i us mcvl c dcan i eiaus i iur cktm. Ecktm ks ch iroch i cktm. _l cdd mcvl cktm> tml pribdlj dkls kh tml eiaus i iur siud, gust cs tml lyl ir tml lcr ks ch iroch i tml bi`y. Iur lyls `ih‛t olhlrctl dkomt> tmly ihdy plralkvl dkomt. Iur lcrs `ih‛t `ih‛t olhlrctl siuh`> tmly ihdy rlalkvl siuh`. K iur lyls wlrl ti blokh olhlrctkho dkomt, kt wiud` alrtckhdy arlctl c pribdlj, ch` tml scjl cppdkls k iur lcrs blokh ti olhlrctl siuh`. Kh tml scjl wcy, cktm `ilsh‛t olhlrctl tml wirn i Oi`> kt ihdy plralkvls tml wirn i Oi`. i bldklvl jy cktm ks wmct acusls Oi` ti cat ks crriocht ti scy tml dlcst. Jy cktm plralkvls plralkvls tml mch` i Oi` ct wirn kh jy jy dkl. Pl pribdlj blokhs wmlh K iaus tml —lyls i jy cktm‚ ih chytmkho tmct ks uhstcbdl. Eir khstchal, khstchal, k K iaus jy cktm ih jy cbkdkty ti olt tmkhos rko mt, tmlh K‛dd lxplrklhal
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lcr. K K iaus jy cktm ih jy jctl‛s cbkdkty ti plrirj tml wcy K hll`, ir ti bl wmct K hll`, tmlh K‛dd lxplrklhal lcr. lcr. Pl ihdy wcy ti ffih` trul plcal ks ti iaus jy cktm ih sijltmkho uhamcholcbdl, uhjivcbdl, uhjivcbdl, ch` sidk`. Kh jy dkl, tmct wiud` bl Oi`. K K iaus jy cktm ih jy jctl‛s cbkdkty ti mcvl gust tml rkomt rlspihsl ct tml pikht i arksks, tmlh K‛dd lxplrklhal lcr. lcr. K jy iaus ks ih jy cbkdkty ti `i tmkhos t mkhos rkomt ir jy spiusl, tmlh K‛dd lxplrklhal lcr. i put jy cktm kh sijltmkho mujch ti aijl tmriuom ir jl wkdd ihdy rlsudt kh lcr. lcr. Lvlh tml blst i us crl wcy tii uhprl`katcbdl. Ihdy wmlh K olt tml lyls i jy cktm ist i itmlrs ir jysld ch` ihti Oi` wkdd K blokh ti lxplrklhal plcal. Pl slaih` pribdlj wktm lcr `lcds wktm tml euturl. euturl. Hit ihdy ks lcr ch kh`kactir i jkspdcal` cktm> kt cdsi rlvlcds c pribdlj wktm jy iaus kh tkjl. _l `ih‛t lcr pcst sktuctkihs, blacusl wl nhiw tml iutaijl> iutaijl> wl ihdy lcr uturl akraujstchals. K yiu `ih‛t bldklvl jl, rlvklw yiur dkst i lcrs cbivl ch` sll k tmly‛rl hit cdd uturl irklhtl`. Oi` okvls us cdd tml orcal wl hll` ti mch`dl chy okvlh sktuctkih, but Ml ihdy okvls us tml orcal wl hll` kh tml jijlht. Kt‛s c bkt dknl brlctmkho. K ach‛t tcnl c brlctm i ckr ir tijirriw, tijirriw, ir lvlh ir tml hlxt miur> K ach ihdy brlctml tml ckr K hll` kh tmks jijlht. Kh tml scjl wcy, K ach olt tml orcal K hll`, but ihdy ct tml jijlht K hll` kt. Miwlvlr, k K oi gujpkho tkjl zihls ch` blokh kjcokhkho jysld mcvkho ti mch`dl sijl uturl sktuctkih blirl K‛vl K‛vl rlalkvl` tml orcal ti mch`dl kt, tmlh tml hlt rlsudt wkdd bl b l lcr. lcr. Celr tml rlvldctkih i c bltrcycd, b ltrcycd, kt‛s hirjcd ti wcht ti diin khti tml t ml uturl kh ch cttljpt cttljpt ti `lak`l wmltmlr ir hit ti aihtkhul kh tml rldctkihsmkp, but yiu ach hlvlr tldd tml lh` i tml t ml stiry by tml blokhhkho. K wiud`h‛t wiud`h‛t cssujl tmct chyihl kh tmks typl i arksks wiud` mcvl tml strlhotm ti wcdn tmks `kfiaudt ric` ir tml hlxt 32 jihtms, but K `i nhiw Oi` wkdd okvl o kvl lhiuom orcal ir lcam `cy cs kt aijls. Kh Jcttmlw 5710, Glsus khstruatl` Mks `ksakpdls hit ti wirr y cbiut tijirriw, tijirriw, blacusl ti`cy mcs lhiuom triubdl i kts iwh. Khstlc` tmly wlrl ti —slln ffirst ^MksZ nkho`ij‚ (v. 11, HNGU). 2 Eiauskho ih tijirriw wkdd ihdy brkho lcr. \sl lcr cs ch —k`kit dkomt‚ ih yiur ljitkihcd `csmbicr`. _mlh yiu lxplrklhal lcr, lcr, ffirst lvcductl tml iaus i yiur cktm. Ekrst qulstkih7 Ks yiur cktm iausl` ih sijltmkho stcbdl ir uhstcbdl9 Rljkh` yiursld tmct Oi` aiud` bl `ikho sijltmkho kh yiur akraujstchals, ch` cddiw yiursld ti wih`lr miw Ml‛s oikho ti jcnl sijltmkho oii` iut i tmks jlss. Hlxt qulstkih7 Crl yiu dkvkho kh tml jijlht wmlrl yiu ach rlalkvl tml orcal yiu hll`, ir mcvl yiu gujpl` ti tml uturl ch` yiu‛rl trykho ti `lcd wktm ch kjcokhl` akraujstchal cpcrt rij tml orcal i Oi`9 Rljljblr, Rljljblr, yiu wkdd mcvl cbiut cs juam amchal ti tcnl c brlctm i ckr ir tijirriw cs yiu wkdd mcvl kh lxplrklhakho Oi`‛s orcal kh yiur kjcokhkhos i tijirriw.
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1.? Ih wmct uhstcbdl tmkhos ir plipdl mcvl yiu pdcal` yiur —lyls ie ecktm‚
ch` miw mcs tmct dl` ti elcr kh yiur aurrlht jcrrkcol sktuctkih9
1.= _mct sktuctkihs crl aurrlhtdy acuskho yiu ti gujp tkjl zihls ch` eiaus
ih tml euturl, dlc`kho ti elcr9
1.; Miw ach yiu rlaiohkzl tml —k`kit dkomt‚ ie elcr ch` nllp kt erij cstlatkho
yiur rlaivlry9
Qujjcry ie tml Ayadl ie Eckdurl Dkl mcs c wcy i brkhokho tml uhlxplatl`. Pks squllzls s qullzls us, acuskho strlss. Kh tml strlss, wl rlaiohkzl tml hll`s wl mcvl tmct crlh‛t crlh‛t blkho jlt. Pks dlc`s ti c tljptctkih ti bltrcy iur iwh hcturl ti divl kh ir`lr ti olt iur hll`s jlt. K wl ckd ti iddiw iur mlcrt, wl‛dd blokh diinkho di inkho ti iur iwh sld-khtlrlst sld-khtlrlst rctmlr tmch divkho chitmlr. chitmlr. Pks sld-alhtlrl` sld-alhtlrl` cppricam lvlhtucddy acusls us ti wiuh` tmisl wmi crl cttcaml` ti us by iur cttljpts ti jllt iur iwh hll`s. Pks P ks ks ielh wmlrl c``katkihs aijl kh. _mlh wl rlcdkzl wl‛vl wl‛vl murt tmisl wl divl, wl slln wcys ti blaijl caalptcbdl cockh. Pks ks iur prltlh` hirjcd‐—prltlh`‚ blacusl kt mcsh‛t c``rlssl` tml rlcd pribdljs uh`lrhlctm iur `lakskihs. Eir c wmkdl wl‛rl incy, but tmlh dkl squllzls us cockh ch` wl swkho bcan khti tml scjl ayadl.
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LJQ Ihdkhl7 Vcol ;=, \hecktmeud> Vcol 362, Bltrcyl`. ^Ekourl 1.2 @lalkvl` Qlde vs. Prul QldeZ
Ke wl‛rl birh @.I.C…
Diin Pi Itmlrs
Hll` Eir Rldctkihsmkp
Bl Oii` Lhiuom Oii` Jctl Acrkho
` c b s c l a k w P
Bkbdl Qtu`y
Aiuhsldkho
Quaalsseud
Oii` Lhiuom
Vlreirjchal
Qlhsktkvl
Vdlcskho
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Cs jlhtkihl` lcrdklr, wl‛rl cdd arlctl` wktm c hll` ti bl ihl. Iur rldctkihsmkps crl cs kjpirtcht cs ckr ch` wctlr. Ply crl, kh cat, c prkjcry `rkvkho iral i dkl. _rkttlh wktmkh iur @HC crl iur hll`s ir divl, caalptchal, slaurkty, slaurkty, rlsplat, ch` skohkffiachal, but ir sijl rlcsih tmkhos `ih‛t sllj ti wirn iut. _my9 K‛j oikho oikho ti lxpdckh tmkhos rij c tmlidiokacd t mlidiokacd plrsplatkvl rctmlr tmch c psyamidiokacd plrsplatkvl, skjpdy blacusl tmlidioy c``rlssls tmks kssul ct c jcari dlvld, wmkdl wmk dl psyamidioy c``rlssls kt ct c jkari dlvld. Erij c psyamidiokacd plrsplatkvl, t ml rlcsihs wl `i wmct wl `i crl uhkqul ti lcam l cam kh`kvk`ucd ch` ach tcnl ylcrs ti `ksaivlr. `ksaivlr. Lxpdirkho tml wmy rij c tmlidiokacd plrsplatkvl p lrsplatkvl cddiws us ti lxpdckh blmcvkirs kh olhlrcd tlrjs tmct cdd i us ach rldctl ti. Caair`kho Caair`kho ti tml cutmir i Olhlsks, wl wlrl arlctl` kh tml kjcol i Oi`. Oi` ks tml Oi` i divl, ch` Ml arlctl` us ti bl kh rldctkihsmkp rldctkihsmkp wktm Mkj. Ml pdcal` tml ffirst mujchs kh c ocr`lh, ch` kh tml ocr`lh privk`l` ir cdd tml hll`s i jch ch` wijch. Khtlrlstkhody, Khtlrlstkhody, tmlrl wlrl twi trlls t rlls kh tml ocr`lh tmct tiin ih skohkffiachal. sko hkffiachal. Ihl wcs tml trll i dkl, rij wmkam tmly wlrl rll ti lct, ch` tml slaih` wcs tml t rll i tml nhiwdl`ol i oii` ch` lvkd, rij wmkam tmly t mly wlrl irbk``lh ti lct. Cs K aihsk`lr tmct stiry, stiry, kt slljs tml jist piwlrud tiid jch ch` wijch mc` wcs rll wkdd. Ply aiud` lktmlr amiisl ti dkvl kh subjksskih ti Oi` (wmkam ks wmct tmlkr t mlkr wkdd wcs arlctl` ir), ir tmly
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aiud` amiisl ti wcht ti bl dknl Oi` ch` lxlraksl tmlkr wkdd ti `i wmct tmly uh`lrstii` ti bl oii` ir lvkd. Kt ks khtlrlstkho miw plipdl tlh` ti oi ist ch` sk`lwcys ct tml t ml wir` subjksskih. subjksskih. Kt ks hit tml scjl tmkho cs subglatkih. subglatkih. Kt ks c wcy i rlspih`kho ti itmlrs tmct cddiws rldctkihsmkp. rldctkihsmkp. Kt ks tml rlspihsl K jcnl tmct cddiws itmlrs ti udffidd tmlkr ridls kh jy dkl. _mlh K subjkt ti tml dcws i tml oivlrhjlht, cdd K‛j `ikho ks canhiwdl`okho kts ridl ch` rlspih`kho kh suam c wcy tmct cddiws tmct ridl ti bl udffiddl`. Qubjksskih kh hi wcy mkh`lrs jy rll`ij. K `lffihl erll`ij cs erll`ij cs tml cbkdkty ti rlspih` cs K trudy t rudy cj, rlocr`dlss i akraujstchals. Pl jch ch` wijch kh tml Olhlsks stiry lxlraksl` tmlkr wkdd ti try ti bl dknl Oi` rctmlr tmch ti amiisl dkl. Hlktmlr i tmlj, kh ch` i tmljsldvls, wcs acpcbdl i jlltkho tml itmlr‛s hll`s ir divl, caalptchal, slaurkty, rlsplat, ch` skohkffiachal. Ct tmct jijlht mujchkty mujchkty bloch diinkho ti sijltmkho ldsl ti bl tml siural i dkl rctmlr tmch Oi`, tml ihl wmi arlctl` tmlj. Hiw, Hiw, yiu jcy wih`lr wmct cdd i tmks mcs ti `i wktm khffi`ldkty9 Kh c slhsl‐lvlrytmkho. Rljljblr, olttkho iur hll`s jlt ks cs kjpirtcht cs ckr ch` wctlr. _mlh iur jctl `kscppikhts `kscppikhts (wmkam wkdd cdwcys mcpplh) wl wkdd lktmlr bl trul ti iur hcturl ti divl ir bltrcy iursldvls ch` amiisl ti jllt iur hll`s ct tml lxplhsl i iur jctl. Iur bcska pribdlj ks tmct wl‛rl birh dknl c brcham kh c vcsl. Lvlry `cy tmct wl‛rl trykho ti dkvl, wl‛rl rlcddy `ykho. \dtkjctldy wl hll` c siural i dkl, ch` wmlh iur jctl ckds ti sctksy, sctksy, wl diin ir sijltmkho blyih` iur jctl kh wmkam ti ffih` dkl. Iur plrsihcd bcoocol tmct wl c``rlssl` lcrdklr ks wmct `ltlrjkhls wmct ir miw wl amiisl ti ffih` dkl. K yiu‛rl yiu‛rl dkvkho uh`lr c systlj tmct bldklvls yiu ach bl dknl Oi`, tmlh tml typkacd cppricam ti ckdurl ks sld-kjprivljlht. _l cttljpt ti `i blttlr kh kh ir`lr ti olt iur hll`s jlt. Ihdy pribdlj, ks kt lvlr rlcddy oii` lhiuom9 i jy nhiwdl`ol ihdy ihl plrsih mcs lvlr oittlh kt rkomt, ch` tmct wiud` bl Glsus. _mlh wl sll tmct iur aurrlht cppricam ti jlltkho hll`s ir rlspih`kho ti iur jctl‛s hll`s ks hit wirnkho, wl diin ir c wcy ti amchol tmkhos. C —ffirst-ir`lr‚ amchol, wmkam ks tml hirjcd cppricam ir mujchs, mujchs, ks ti try ch` `i blttlr. K yiu diin ct dkl dknl tml ocjl i bcslbcdd, tmlh ffirst-ir`lr amchol wiud` bl trykho tr ykho ti kjprivl yiur plrirjchal si yiu aiud` wkh tml ocjl. Qlaih`-ir`lr amchol ks sijltmkho lhtkrldy `kstlrlht. Rctmlr tmch trykho tr ykho ti kjprivl ct bcslbcdd, slaih`-ir`lr amchol ks cbiut blokhhkho ti pdcy siaalr. Kt ks c titcd smke kh yiur amikals ch` kh tml lh` oicd. Kt‛s tmkhnkho `kstlrlhtdy. Kt ks ch lhtkrldy `kstlrlht oicd, c hlw ocjl, c hlw ayadl. a yadl. Pks nkh` i amchol ks `llplr. Kt‛s tml spkrktucd sidutkih. _l acdd kt tml Ayadl i Orcal.
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Ayadl ie Orcal Pl stiry i tml t ml ocr`lh kh Olhlsks rlvlcds twi vlry `kstlrlht cppricamls cppricamls ti dkl. Pl ffirst mcd i tml stiry rlvlcds tml pctm p ctm i tml trul slde . Pks ks tml pctm i dkl ch` rll`ij tmriuom iur pcrtkakpctkih wktm Oi`. Pl slaih` mcd i t ml stiry ks cbiut tml `lalkvl` slde . Pks pctm ks plrirjchalp lrirjchal-bcsl` bcsl` ch` ks iausl` ih olttkho jy hll`s jlt. Pl giurhly i rlaivlry mcs cr jirl ti `i wktm olttkho bcan ti t ml trul sld tmch kt `ils scvkho jcrrkcols. Khffi`ldkty stljs rij c systlj tmct mcs hlvlr suaall`l`. Kt‛s c systlj wmlrl wl try ti bl —dknl Oi`‚ by trykho ti privk`l dkl ktsld ti tmisl criuh` us ch` trykho ti caqukrl dkl rij tmisl scjl plipdl wl‛rl trykho ti khusl wktm dkl. Kt‛s c bkt dknl twi tkans ch` hi `io‐bitm crl `lsplrctldy suankho dkl‛s bdii` rij ihl chitmlr, ihdy ti rljckh ljpty. ljpty. Hi plrsih wkdd lvlr bl acpcbdl i uddy jlltkho iur hll`s. Kh cat, ihdy by ckdurl ach wl lvlh blokh ti ffih` dkl ch` rll`ij. Qlaih`-ir`lr Qlaih`-ir`lr amchol ks jirl tmch pisskbdl, but tml ihdy aurrlhay wl ach usl ti jivl rij tml `lalkvl` sld ti tml trul sld ks iur loi ch` prk`l. Kt‛s hit cbiut trykho ti dkvl c blttlr dkl> kt‛s cbiut hlw dkl. Pl hkomt K rlvlcdl` jy slarlt dkl ti c jlhtir, ml csnl` jl, —_mct‛s tml aihslqulhal i skh9‚
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—Erij wmct K uh`lrstch`, kt wiud` bl `lctm,‚ K tid` mkj. —Plh chytmkho tmct tmisl yiu mcvl murt `i ti yiu, smirt i nkddkho yiu, wkdd rlcddy bl jlray.‚ —Pct‛s skan,‚ K tid` mkj, but tml jirl K tmiuomt cbiut kt, tml jirl slhsl kt jc`l. Jcybl K wcsh‛t wcsh‛t rlcddy olttkho wmct K `lslrvl`. Mlrl‛s chitmlr wcy ti uh`lrstch` tmks. [iu ch` K crl pdcykho bcdd ch` wl tmriw tml bcdd tmriuom c wkh`iw. K wl oi ti tml iwhlr ch` scy, —Mly, wl brinl yiur wkh`iw,‚ ml jkomt tldd us, — Pct‛dd bl $<6.‚ $<6.‚ K wl pcy kt, tmct ks wmct wl acdd gustkal‐wl gustkal‐wl pck` ir wmct wl `k`. Miwlvlr k wl crl pdcykho bcdd ch` tmriw tml bcdd tmriuom tml wkh`iw, ch` oi ti tml iwhlr ch` scy, —Mly, wl brinl yiur wkh`iw,‚ ml jkomt scy, —Pct‛dd bl $<6. But `ih‛t wirry cbiut kt. [iu ouys crl gust mcvkho c oii` tkjl. K‛dd tcnl acrl i kt.‚ Pct ks wmct wl acdd jlray . _l `ih‛t mcvl ti pcy ir wmct wl `lslrvl. Ekhcddy, k yiu ch` K crl pdcykho bcdd ch` tmriw tml t ml bcdd tmriuom c wkh`iw, wkh`iw, ch` oi ti tml iwhlr ch` scy, —Mly —Mly wl brinl yiur wkh`iw,‚ ml jkomt scy, —Pct‛dd bl $<6, but `ih‛t wirry cbiut kt. [iu ouys crl gust mcvkho c oii` tkjl. _iud` yiu ouys dknl ti aijl kh ch` mcvl sijl kal arlcj9‚ Pct ks wmct ks acddl` orcal acddl` orcal.. _l hit ihdy `ih‛t mcvl ti pcy ir wmct wl `k`, wl olt kal arlcj. Kh mkh`skomt, K rlcdkzl K hlvlr pck` tml prkal ir wmct K `k`. Khstlc` i olttkho wmct K `lslrvl`, K oit jirl i Oi`‛s tidlrchal, pctklhal, jlray, nkh`hlss, divl, ch` orcal. Kh rlcdkty tml aihslqulhal ir jy khffi`ldkty wcs c bdlsskho. \h`lrstch`kho \h`lrstch`kho tmks aihalpt ks arktkacd ir tmisl wmi w mi wcht ti jivl rij tml `lalkvl` sld, wmlrl —K mcvl ti privl tmct K ach `i blttlr,‚ ti tml trul sld, wmlrl —K olt arl`kt ir lvlrytmkho K hlvlr `k`.‚ Ihal K rlaiohkzl tmct kt ks Oi` wmi w mi udtkjctldy pcys tml prkal ir wmct K `k`, kt rlls jl rij mcvkho ti `llh` jy catkihs ch` cddiws jl ti orklvl ivlr wmct K‛vl `ihl ti Oi` ch` ti itmlrs. Pks rll`ij rij tml aihslqulhals i wmct K‛vl `ihl cstir`s jl tml ippirtuhkty ti sll tml sktuctkih ch` wmct K‛vl `ihl kh c `kstlrlht wcy. Pl wir` rlplht dktlrcddy dktlrcddy jlchs —ti tmkhn `kstlrlhtdy.‚ Kt jlchs K blokh ti sll ch` uh`lrstch` wmct K‛vl `ihl rij Oi`‛s Oi`‛s plrsplatkvl. Pl smke kh miw K plralkvl jy akraujstchal akraujstchal ks wmct khktkctls tml amchol kh jy blmcvkir. Ihal K vklw jy akraujstchals akraujstchals rij c hlw plrsplatkvl, hit ihdy `ils jy blmcvkir amchol but cdsi jy wir`s. Pl Orlln wir` ir aihelsskih ks aihelsskih ks `lrkvl` rij twi riit wir`s7 mijis wmkam jlchs —scjl‚ ch` dloi wmkam jlchs —ti splcn.‚ Mijis ks Mijis ks tml riit ir tml wir` mijiolhkzl` . _mlh wl `rkhn mijiolhkzl` jkdn, kt‛s kt‛s tml scjl tmriuom t mriuom ch` tmriuom> kt `ilsh‛t `ilsh‛t slpcrctl khti dcylrs. Erij c spkrktucd plrsplatkvl, p lrsplatkvl, k rlplhtchal jlchs wl hiw sll tml sktuctkih cs Oi` `ils, tmlh ti aihlss wiud` jlch tmct wl splcn ,
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cbiut wmct wl mcvl `ihl cs Oi` wiud`. Iur wir`s cbiut wmct mcpplhl` smiud` tmlh rlfllat miw Oi` wiud` splcn spl cn cbiut tmct akraujstchal. Pct ks wmy K bldklvl tml aihalpt i orcal ks aruakcd kh rlaivlry. rlaivlry. K K‛j hit pcrt i tml systlj wmlrl K olt arl`kt ir lvlrytmkho K hlvlr `k` (orcal), tmlh tml ihdy tmkho K ach `i ks try t ry ch` `llh` jy catkihs ir bdcjl itmlrs. Orcal cstir`s us tml ippirtuhkty ti mihlstdy diin ct wmct wl‛vl wl‛vl `ihl wktmiut tml lcr i aihslqulhals. Kt ks dknl olttkho kjjuhkty rij iur arkjl si tmct wl ach rlldy tlstky ti wmct wl mcvl `ihl wktmiut mcvkho ti lcr tml aihslqulhals. [iu jkomt bl b l lldkho sirry sirr y ir yiursld ch` bldklvkho b ldklvkho tmct yiu‛rl lxplrklhakho lxtrljl aihslqulhals ir yiur catkihs, but jy lxplrklhal scys K hlvlr oit w mct K rlcddy `lslrvl`, ch` ir tmct K‛j orctlud. K khvktl yiu ti bl c pcrt i Oi`‛s Oi`‛s orlctlst jkrcadl7 —Ml tcnls tml wirst tmkho tmct lvlr mcpplhl`, ch` jcnls kt tml blst.‚ Pks wlln‛s wlln‛s vk`li privk`ls c jirl kh-`lptm lxpdchctkih i bitm tml `lalkvl` sld ch` trul sld. Ct tml vlry dlcst K mipl yiu uh`lrstch` tmct tmlrl ks c `kstlrlht pctm tmch tml ihl yiu‛vl bllh tcnkho, ch` kt istlrs bitm tml dkl ch` rll`ij tmct yiu‛rl yiu‛rl diinkho ir. 1.36
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Miw ach dkvkho uh`lr tml Ayadl ie Orcal khstlc` ie tml Ayadl ie Eckdurl mldp yiu plrsihcddy cs yiu slln ti uh`lrstch` yiurslde ch` oriw cs ch kh`kvk`ucd9
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Miw ach uh`lrstch`kho tml twi cppricamls ti dkel rlvlcdl` kh tml Olhlsks stiry mldp yiu jivl erij yiur `lalkvl` slde ti yiur trul slde9
Vcrtkakpctl kh yiur wllndy oriup jlltkho. Cs yiu jllt, rljljblr ti mcvl yiur chswlrs ti tml qulstkihs ih tml Ayadl ie Eckdurl, elcr, prltlh` hirjcd, ch` tml Ayadl ie Orcal rlc`y cs yiu pcrtkakpctl wktm tml oriup `ksausskih.
Aihaduskih [iu‛vl hiw jc`l kt tmriuom tml ffirst tmrll wllns i tmks rlaivlry giurhly. _mkdl kt jcy sllj cs k yiu‛vl yiu‛vl gust blouh, yiu‛vl cdsi jc`l kt tmriuom tml t ml ffirst `kfiaudt pcrts i tmks 31-wlln lxplrklhal. [iu‛vl wirnl` ih tml —wmct,‚ by smcrkho tml stiry> yiu‛vl dlcrhl` miw ti csn ch` chswlr qulstkihs wktm yiur spiusl> ch` yiu‛vl yiu‛vl blouh ti uh`lrstch` tml —wmy‚ blmkh` tml rlcdkty i khffi`ldkty‐bitm kh iur siaklty cs c wmidl ch` kh yiur jcrrkcol kh pcrtkaudcr. Hlxt wlln wl wkdd blokh ti lxpdirl c aruakcd ldljlht kh rlaivlry ir bitm yiu ch` yiur spiusl‐dlcrhkho ti urtmlr uh`lrstch` ljitkihs, ch` miw ti `lcd wktm tml wcy rljkh`lrs i tml khffi`ldkty trkoolr tmisl ljitkihs ir bitm yiu ch` yiur spiusl
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